SimplySofi6

Was I the only one? Was I the only one in that relationship that tried? I questioned him out loud. "No, love. It just didn't," he began, but I interrupted him. "So why did it seem that way? I told him, tears welling up in my eyes as I glanced at his body, which was staring at me with such remorse. "You made me feel so alone, so worthless, and so unwanted," I told him.
          	
          	My final words to him were "Goodbye," and then I quickly sped away. I experienced a sinking feeling in my stomach as I walked away for him. It ached very badly. I experienced a sense of death.
          	
          	But I suppose I should do so at this point. that love, marriage, and relationships come to an end. Nothing is eternal. Forever? Eternity? That doesn't exist; they are only words, which put our belief in their veracity and our ability to believe that we have finally found a spouse, a friend, and a family in life at risk.
          	
          	You are ultimately the only thing you have, neither more nor less. Enjoy life to the fullest at all times since that is what it is all about. When you are born, you discover how terrible the world is, and you may choose to suffer or not. When someone enters your life, love them with all of your heart, and when they go, be at peace with it—at least you'll know you tried your hardest to maintain the connection. You will eventually discover your soul partner, but for now, we are just getting started, and there are still many things to be learned.
          	
          	-iris

SimplySofi6

Was I the only one? Was I the only one in that relationship that tried? I questioned him out loud. "No, love. It just didn't," he began, but I interrupted him. "So why did it seem that way? I told him, tears welling up in my eyes as I glanced at his body, which was staring at me with such remorse. "You made me feel so alone, so worthless, and so unwanted," I told him.
          
          My final words to him were "Goodbye," and then I quickly sped away. I experienced a sinking feeling in my stomach as I walked away for him. It ached very badly. I experienced a sense of death.
          
          But I suppose I should do so at this point. that love, marriage, and relationships come to an end. Nothing is eternal. Forever? Eternity? That doesn't exist; they are only words, which put our belief in their veracity and our ability to believe that we have finally found a spouse, a friend, and a family in life at risk.
          
          You are ultimately the only thing you have, neither more nor less. Enjoy life to the fullest at all times since that is what it is all about. When you are born, you discover how terrible the world is, and you may choose to suffer or not. When someone enters your life, love them with all of your heart, and when they go, be at peace with it—at least you'll know you tried your hardest to maintain the connection. You will eventually discover your soul partner, but for now, we are just getting started, and there are still many things to be learned.
          
          -iris

adropofhumanity

a small token of kindness [25th june 2022] 
          
          maps of mishaps, fortune stored in cages; where the sun has set, fate has begun its appraisal.
          past and past, walks the line of lotuses; threaded veins and hearts made of needles. 
          daisy deaths and massacres; bodies of dust and rotten comforters. 
          murky predators, red velvet throats; beaches and octobers, stubborn sea salt.
          what hurts water, how can it be pure? venom as sweet as rose poison, lemon juice and milk of a mother. 
          build a home, breathe into life, hold the thorn, hold the daffodil; keep the tendrils of vulnerability under the sky. 
          fight against the clock frozen with ink, the mind that has burrowed itself in air filled with tender knives. 
          
          as water cuts a stone, as snow rests upon the gold; a drop of tear left unnoticed in a desert. 
          hairs and springs of a fountain blue, the stars drenched in velvet; pearls that drown the earth in rain. 
          winks of clouds and veil of the sun; wars a home of the old, the blood soaked land a curse for the young. 
          petrichor rings the bell, the rain carries your shadows and envelopes; fostered flowers caressed by dirt. 
          how many a petal we throw to the forests, radical hope and cottage courage; and when the light is dim, surrender to the storm starving. 
          words and willow trees, pines and fallacies; what is empty, talks, the air and the wings of tongues. 
          how many silences are bribed with the musk of hearts; how many poisoned, entrapped, by the scar of youth?
          they say life is a journey; nay, life is a house that was once lived in; insipid and defensive. 
           #adropofhumanity 

adropofhumanity

a small token of kindness [16th june 2022] 
          
          meshes of moon scattered on the lake, a poet's grave; a wildfire graceful and kissed by rain. 
          soaked youth in yellow twigs; in boots and noons of malicious spring. 
          sweet as chocolate, bitterness subdued; what is this spring but a death that lures? 
          hands of maidens with cherry blossoms, a cure to the eye and a disease to what lays hidden; mind and magic to the world, a golden lung to the forgotten ones. 
          filled with temper, a baby breath against a caterpillar; white linen doused with earth's cold summer. 
          
          part and pardon, wish and risk; a heart that is prisoned in a cage is not worth a heart that battles. 
          lotuses carved on sour tongues, in places of disasters, of deceit; in cities of citrus. 
          place thy feet in armours of cherries, melted crystals and awakened violins. 
          saccharine sea bulbs, choruses of rainbow dancing as a wizard; aiming for the stars, wrists cuffed by freedom. 
          berries smeared with passionate blood, with nutmeg wounds and hazelnut deaths.
          fill the bowl of the ocean, fill it to the brim; what it lacks is present in drops put into humans. 
          what is motherless requires not a different earth; kindness changes not people, but reveals their raw flesh. 
           #adropofhumanity 

adropofhumanity

a small token of kindness [12th june 2022]
          
          the night has its shadows, blue and grey; masked in apple's seeds, agony bathed. 
          stand in the route, be miserly in calmness; there is a devil shrouded in an eye's fountains. 
          drift like a white whale, amidst memories; from aches of cure to cures of fantasies. 
          transcend life from that present on fingertips, linger near bones, where art is kismet. 
          hollowed oranges, skins like lotuses; what we wear, we often throw. 
          a poet's backbone, a shark's tale; foam of taste buds lingering as fireflies in a throat. 
          mangoes, possums, bread and butter; a mouth of cicada symphonies, celestial dust. 
          watch the canary, year to year; dirt and snow emotions, cheeks of the earth. 
          
          shabby braids and cicada musings, burrowed sunsets and pastel bones. 
          metallic connections and feathered bangles, heads of spines and littered passages. 
          vines of grapes, of collectibles and peaches; pain of pollen, eclipsed sun and its eight witches. 
          foreign hands, hums of voices barren; silence heavy, storms and curtains. 
          blues of life and blues of disguises, shadows of night veiled by lanterns.
          maps and strangers, shores and shells; rib for a rib, hunt for a hunt; what you had the courage to bring into this world must be allowed to live, dreams or ephialtes. 
           #adropofhumanity 
          
          (if you had the courage to dream of it, by no means do you lack the courage to live it) 

adropofhumanity

a small token of kindness (09th june 2022) 
          
          mourning shades, earth a rustic moon; candle soldiers, sunset roars. glass of wind, a sea that chimes; struggling lungs, alveoli of pride. circles sacred, birds and barks; persistent melodies, life a screaming scar. half of ourselves, half of earth; skeptical rules and societal lusts. 
          
          summer lightning and thunderous rainbows, yesterday's reflection in today's waters. blooming trains and grieving whistles; gravity a fork, humans fixated. ripening fruit like a sturdy kettle, boiling season as a cloudless friend. 
          
          birds of the night, mediterranean lungs; lace of glory, air a crochet undone. toes of rhythm, seventh sense; sweetness of earth's roots, pears engraved as tendrils in veins. brightness of fog, of a breath fuzzy; life in the woman's womb, a universe- like history. life blurry, a home of shadows; night, death and the womb, bringers of awakeness. 
           #adropofhumanity 
          
          (do not fear the dark; we came from it, we came from wombs) 

adropofhumanity

a small token of kindness (06th June 2022) 
          
          smells of mornings, bright and blue; forgotten daisies and burning bones. birds steadfast, stories of wings; ember pride, muffled grief. seasons hungry and to the brim filled with lust, whimpering bones deceived by bare touch. a hand of home, a home citrus; constellation curves etched in scars of distress. 
          
          mild and mangled, abandoned chords; blood canopies and sunset cliffs. thorns of love and hummingbird shadows; screaming tears of fountained water. teach me; speak of it, bother me with the blossoms of december. juvenile stings, hearts unaged; why does pain age, when hearts do not? 
          
          rain like music, a fantasy untamed; a heart of freedom, an organ clumsy. hedonist flames and dulcet hours; a momentary connection, blurred palms. understand so much, and understand it well; what cannot be tolerated will be banished like the moon.  
           #adropofhumanity 

SimplySofi6

I was going to wait for you...
          I would have given you my entire life.
          I'd take a chance on anything.
          I wasn't prepared to lose you; the moment you left was when I needed you the most; the minute I got your text, it destroyed me; I couldn't express how I felt.
          You should never have left me; you shattered all of our plans, and I couldn't blame you; you were exhausted...
          I can't go a day without sobbing since the idea of you weighed heavily on my heart; you promised an eternity but never meant it.