"If you leave someone at least tell them why, because what's more painful than being abandoned; is knowing you're not worth the explanation."

Well... this is my second account, for all my other stories go to

You can call me Lilith.. or Ayano...

Yep..anyway here's my info(IRL)

Name: Harlee
Age: 13
DOB: 26-08-05
Height: 155cm
Weight: new: 47kg: 2019 July (old: 44kg: 2019 January)
Gender: female
Sexuality: bisexual
Mental illnesses...: depression, anxiety, insomnia, Schizophrenia, AVPD, Claustrophobia
Hair: blonde (St. Tropez: dark) (possibly a tanned blonde)
Eyes: blue/silver
Skin: pale ivory & limestone (mix)
Likes: anime, pain, hell, reading, writing, singing, art, drawing, school, family/friends
Dislikes: mean people, judging, fakes

Well yeah, I write fanfics.... and stuff...


"Sometimes, you gotta pretend everything is okay"

"It's always worse than it seems"

"The person who tries to keep everyone happy, often ends up feeling the loneliest."

"I feel the worst when I'm alone, because that's when the monsters in my head say HELLO."

"They told me to be normal, then I replied, 'Being insane is more interesting.'"

"I see humans but no humanity."

"Smiling doesn't necessarily mean you're happy, sometimes it just means you are strong."

"Isn't sad when you get hurt so much, you can finally say 'I'm used to it'"

"One of the greatest tragedies in life, is to lose your own sense of self, and accept the version of you, that is expected by everyone else."

"Go ahead and leave me, I'm used to it anyway."

"You might say it's just a joke, but you'll never know how much a 'joke' can hurt."

"I'm hungry but I can eat, I'm tired but I can't sleep, I'm sad but I can't cry, suicidal but I can't die."
  • Crying alone
  • JoinedMay 30, 2019

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