SzyV

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(He/They)
【 ᯽︎ 】 "𝑪𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒖𝒑 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑼𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆"
               𝐃𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐚𝐥
 ∘𝐓he type to turn away from anything that may breed anxiety or pain.

 ∘𝐋ike a stubborn child, you close your eyes to anything you dislike. Why not try facing your problems every once in a while, instead of shunning them?

 ∘𝐘ou also seem to be good at idealizing and
idolizing others. Only an idealist like you
would be so haunted by presumed betrayal.
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【 ◆ 】 "𝑵𝒖𝒓𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚"
            𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐲
 ∘𝐀wfully conscious of what your parents/superiors think, and society at large, for that matter. It's almost as if you yearn to be dominated by others.

 ∘𝐓hat said, you're probably also quite the perfectionist, constantly dancing to the beat of a drum you can't identify and taking yourself to task for missing a step.

 ∘𝐘ou might just have to accept that your ideal way of life does not really exist.
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【 ♢ 】 "𝑻𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝑷𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒎"
             𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐠𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐏𝐚𝐬𝐭
 ∘𝐌y, aren't you sensitive to negativity? You must be awfully depressed right now, and feeling quite the victim.

 ∘𝐅urthermore, you're reluctant to face the past. It's not the present you wish to reject, but that which has already occurred; some reality that cannot be undone.

 ∘𝐈n your case, it might be best to simply accept what has happened without viewing it in either a negative or positive light.
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【 ♡ 】 "𝑭𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒂𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒄"
               𝐀𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜
 ∘𝐖hat you think and feel at any given moment is more important to you than anything else.

 ∘𝐘ou may tend to see the person you were just a few moments ago as a complete stranger. If so, that proves just how strong an emphasis you place on the present. However... to anyone else, you're just the same old you.