Ok so hi, sm has happened since i last got on this app, like alot... if u read one of my last updates back in februaty, yk abt the guy who asked me out... well we broke up after ages, i wont get too mich into that, but basicslly i went to hospital for a while, not fully ok but im recivering, if i feel up to it i might try upsate my books, but no i am not dead, thankyou all for ur messages and everything, but im ok <33