chloe:)

y’all i just turned sixteen and my long term seventeen year old boyfriend (who just dumped me over “mental health”) was cheating on me, which i found out not long after we broke up and the girl he cheated with is fourteen and he’s gonna be eighteen next month??? i hope karma bites his ass and he gets a fucking case. and i should feel bad for the girl, but she knew he was in a relationship and went for it anyways cuz “he’s hot” and she keeps giving me the stink eye when she’s with him in the halls. he won’t even look at my btw, which is really petty since he likes to pretend i’m the one in the wrong when he literally takes the long way to his classes to avoid seeing me in the hall cuz that guilt is EATING HIM ALIVE lmfao. also, looking back on it, this mf was so toxic. he also sa’d me, which i can’t even pursue because we were in a relationship which automatically means it was consensual according to my SRO officer at school and the case wouldn’t hold up even though i wasn’t even the legal age of consent anyways at the time. and now i have breakdowns when i see him and he’s so unaffected but he still claims i’m the one who did him wrong by being depressed??? make it make mf sense. 

lmaooo guess who got cheated on by their boyfriend of almost a year!!!
          
          
          me, that’s who:)

what if… i just gave up? clearly i was wrong when thinking that just because people say they’re never going to leave that they actually meant it. as soon as you show any signs of depression and mental illness they leave so fast and leave you in worst shape than before. fuck all of this. i’m done.

YALL I SWEAR I’M ALIVE
          i’ve just kinda been….. in love!!
          i’ve spent the past eight months and six days either being with him or thinking about him or dreaming about him or planning our future or calling him or texting him… 
          it’s safe to say i found the love of my life. i’m so ready and willing to be with him forever. i can’t imagine a future with him not in it. i’m just so infinitely and unconditionally in love. i’ve never felt this way with anyone. i’ve never felt my soul so attached to another. i just wanted to share with you how i feel, because this feeling is too amazing to not want to shout it from the rooftops… yall i’m so happy<3

IM SO IN LOVE GUYS OMG
          
          
          
          sorry not sorry, just had to say that<3

WHEN HE SCREENSHOTS UR SNAPS EVEN WHEN U LOOK LIKE ABSOLUTE POOP>>>>>>

you know you’re whipped when you cry in fear of losing him even tho you’ve been together for four days<3
          
          
          also, it’s been four days and i’ve already stole three of his hoodies and a bottle of his cologne:) 
          (with his permission ofc)

am i abt to cry whilst hugging his hoodie just cuz i miss him and his hugs, even tho i saw him like two days ago and we’ve facetimed constantly and i’m going to see him tomorrow? absolutely:) no regrets<3

FIRST DATE: SUCCESS
          FIRST KISS (ever): SUCCESS
          
          
          
          i’m literally so happy rn it’s not even funny. we held hands the entire time we were together and i got like ten hugs and he held me during the movie and we kissed some and i’m abt to cry from absolute joy overload!!!!!!!

OMFG IM GOING ON MY FIRST DATE TODAY HOLY SHITTTT