Lazy on Hiatus

I feel like I lost my writing touch wth— I've been writing drafts all week and I can't write anything good. I try continuing my stories, but I hate all my ideas. Why can't I write for shot T^T

To my Favorite Person <3 
          
          I'm scared. I'm so scared. It feels so wrong making these huge decisions and achieving milestones without you. I dreamed of you watching me grow, seeing how I'm not bluffing at the things I told you I'm good at, and how awesome I am academically. I wanted to grow old with you and talk about each other's days, and just be there for each other. Time is ticking, and slowly but surely, with every chime it's feels like a part of you is fading away. While my heart will always remember the way you made me feel, I'm afraid that my mind is moving forward— and with every step, a memory of what we were is slowly disintegrating. It frightens me to the core, what if I'll eventually forget about us? I don't want that to happen. I don't want to grow up and forget about you, I'm too scared to let go of the memory of what we used to be. I'm doing something really big tomorrow, and I'm doing it solo. I wish you could see me right now, and tell me how cool I am. Be proud of the petty, timid yet short tempered, and love deprived girl you used to know— Because I've gotten myself an upgrade. I'm still petty and timid, short tempered, and love deprived... But I'm cuter now fufufu~ 
          
          Love, Jess.

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To all my Tagalog/Filipino readers out there— Lookie here I made a taglish original story about.... About Deluluness. (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠) "What If Series" will follow the stories of 5 delulu classmates/besties who only wants to be loved. I was inspired when my classmate told me about her delusions and when I asked, she said I could def make it into a story. Go check it out if your interested! I'm currently working on book 1 for now, but I'll try updating as frequently as my schedule allows it. 
          
          Check it out please!!!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/364247666

I want to start a new Wattpad account where I publish my original stories there. What do you guys think?

Happy Valentines my babes (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡ And yes I know I'm late LMAOOO

To my Favorite Person <3 
          
          Look who's finally old enough to drink— This gal right here! Turning 18 is the most... Most eventful thing ever. 
          
          A lot has changed, if you haven't noticed. The first ones to greet me a Happy Birthday were my close friends from school, and they even gave me a small cake and they fuzzed about how we should go out to the beach or something together. I'm surrounded by good people now— Which I am really thankful for. 
          
          My friends can be quite a hassle, and they're very random at times, but I really think you'd like them. There's also this really nice guy that won't stop courting me lol— Don't get me wrong! He's a nice dude and I really like him and he respects me, but my heart is stubborn. It would still, and I think it'll always will, yearn for you. 
          
          While my birthday went pretty well, I really hate how I wasn't able to spend it with you. I was even more devastated when I hadn't received so much as a peep from you. I thought you'd greet me on this day, then sweep me off my feet and tell me that we can try one last time, and this time it'll work out. 
          
          Oml I'm so delulu, it's been years and I'm still hoping for stuff like that. I know I shouldn't be sulking still and I know you'd like for me to move on and find someone new, but I just can't. So long as you exist in this world, my heart will always yearn for you. 
          
          I can't wait for your birthday— Even if you're not aware of it, I'll be celebrating right with you. I love you, weirdo. Always will. 
          
          

Woah I'm 18 now :0
          
          I leveled up LMAOOOO

Hey, i read your "Begin Again" book and saw some of your art and then saw your art book, i was wondering, if its not to much ofc, if i gave you a description and some generated art of my character (my pfp) would you draw it?

Hi Hi!
          Sorry for the inconvenience, but could you help me by following back? 
          It would be a lot of help...
          Thank you in advance! ♡♡♡