casterlyrocks

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actively working on lion astray rewrite … one fucking video essay got rewrite has reduced me to this

casterlyrocks

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I’ve been in a reasonably depressed state recently. My cousin died (may her memory be a blessing) and as a Jew and a Palestinian I feel utterly heartbroken and torn between worlds. My mother’s family (who are the hardcore Catholics????) are somehow eve MORE Zionist than the Orthodox Jews on my dad’s side. The large chanukiyah outside of my shul was torn down and vandalized. I feel unsafe in Jewish spaces, and I feel out of sorts in goyim ones… it’s fucking awful having relatives that have been KILLED by the IOF as well as ones who serve in it.
          
          I will scream Free Palestine until I take my last breath. I am mortified that the faith of my family has been twisted against my own people. I am angry and grieving and angry and grieving… 
          
          Today it’s Xmas. Even though Jews do not accept his messianic claims, Jesus was a Jew. Jesus was a poor, Palestinian Jew. And if he were being born today in Bethlehem, he would likely perish beneath the rubble. 
          
          I’m just so angry and heartbroken. Am Yisrael Chai has been bastardized. The nation of Israel (the Jews) and the Israeli Apartheid state are separate beings and their conflation is heartbreaking. I’m just so angry and so sad and my grief is so strong. I’m still mentally sitting shiva for my cousin who was killed trying to save Palestinian children from bombs launched by her fellow Jews. I’m… sorry, this is incoherent. I’m fucking exhausted. 

lannisports

all my heart and prayers go out to you during this time. your cousin seems like a wonderful soul, may she rest in peace. from the river to the sea, Palestine will be free
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cosmogyrall-

I’m so sorry that you have been dealing with so much, sending you some good energy but I think it’s something like 30 Million Christians are Zionist (gotten from a tiktok from Jewitches) because of the whole thing with the rapture (idk much about that part seeing as I’m not in an Abrahamic religion)
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casterlyrocks

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uhhhhh so I am probably going to be inactive for quite some time, as I’m currently taking a sabbatical from school and uhhhh.
          
          Yeah. So one of my cousins, a Jewish Palestinian relief worker in the Gaza Strip, was killed during an Israeli air raid. 
          
          She was a third year nursing student. She was 22 years old. May her memory be a blessing. 
          
          The Zionist regime is fucking monstrous. I need a lot of time, I think, as my family grieves.
          
          From the River to the Sea, may Palestine be free. Fuck Israel. 

evenfalls

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may your cousin rest in peace. what is happening in Palestine is horrific and i’m so sorry your cousin lost her life. she sounds as if she were a truly wonderful person. take all the time you need to grieve. i hope for the day palestine will be free and the ‘country’ of israel will no longer exist. zionists & israel supporters should be held accountable for all the loss they have caused. your cousin’s memory will not be forgotten. fuck israel and free palestine. 
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-highgxrden

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i am deeply sorry for your loss, hela. truly, fuck israel and free palestine. if you ever need anything, my dms are always open <3 may your sweet cousin rest in peace.
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veIaryons

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@casterlyrocks may she rest in peace. I know the grief and rage you feel must be insurmountable, all my love goes out to you and your family. Fuck the 'country' of Israel. Fuck Netanyahu and Free Palestine.
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casterlyrocks

mmmmm been a minute 

veIaryons

@casterlyrocks thoughts and prayers bff
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casterlyrocks

@veIaryons eng program slaughtering me 
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casterlyrocks

JUST ACCIDENTALLY DELETED ALL OF THE 100K+ READS ON LION ASTRAY… ACTIVELY CONTEMPLATING MURDER RN 

bella_blah

IMA FIGHT THEM ALL TO READ UT AGAIN
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bella_blah

YPU DESERVE THOSE
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casterlyrocks

if I had the death note I would write yandere dev’s name in it 

casterlyrocks

@veIaryons LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND SAY YOU WOULDNT TOO…
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