erens-girl

thinking about bring my old books back but completely redoing them lol 

erens-girl

hey :) 
          I don't know if anyone still cares about my page, I haven't written anything in two almost three years. I finally finished high school I graduate this year and I decided to start writing again. I also decided to go ahead and republish my first books. I always thought that as a writer I was obligated to stick to one genre. I was readying a book a couple weeks ago and the writer had multiple genres and stuff. Like she has anime and tvd and twilight etc and I was like "can we do that?" so I decide I can. it's going to take major editing and I honestly might just be writing this to nobody because this account has been dead. but this is for anyone who been following for a while and actually sees these notifications. and thank you @-loonylupins , who will probably see this. it's the fact that you still talk to me to this day that probably started me wanting to write again. ily <3

-loonylupins

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!!
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erens-girl

it’s been decided … im rebranding. but im archiving ALL books. Someone said to just archive ones that aren’t finished but I don’t think I want the ones that are finished on here. i love them but sometimes you gotta restart. 

erens-girl

heyyy. so let’s have a chat. ive been MIA for about 4-5 months book wise but I did last talk on my bday. now im ok no need to worry about me but I thank thoes who did. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about my account because if you didn’t notice like if you’re not into social media some of my characters in one of my books has been like canceled and then I’m just really unmotivated to write the rest of them and I think I know why. 
          
          
          It’s because the subject of the books or the genre basically. They’re all books that I would’ve written a couple years ago and there’s nothing wrong with that its just, me doing it now and me basically not being into that stuff anymore it’s just like me trying to carry on this type of deadweight that’s not making me feel good so I stopped writing because I kind of felt obligated to you guys because you guys have been there for me. I feel obligated to continue these books that I really have no interest in doing. I mean every once in a while I would have like some sparks of energy to write but now I would get to the screen and then I would just sit there. 
          
          I’m thinking about rebranding my whole account. I’d probably just discontinue all the rest of my books or archive them and starting new books for stuff I’m interested in which is anime. In that genre a lot of people that probably follow we have never watched or don’t care about I understand if you don’t care if I rebrand or you don’t want me to or a band but I feel like this is what I should do for me to continue doing something that I like you doing because at one point in my life wattpad felt like it was more of a job than my actual job and I didn’t want to feel like that on top of school. 
          

erens-girl

so i dropped wattpad and started a business which is another reason why I stopped posting on my Instagram and on her.  I mean I was barely posting on my Instagram to begin with.
            
             I think I’d really be happy making books about the shows that I have watch the shows I’m interested now and not my childhood shows and movies because childhood is just that; childhood. and I love going back to my childhood but there’s some moments in my life and I’m like what is happening. 
            
            Does that make sense? 
            
            I don’t know. it’s hard to explain. it’s just that like sometimes childhood is meant to stay as childhood. Not for me to rewatch and re-writes about the stuff That I enjoyed when I was younger. Kind of feels like I’m killing it. 
            
            
            Thank you to everyone who text me to update but I think I’m done with them. And I did enjoy making those books at some point but now I’m just ready to restart and filter everything out.
            
            So yes. I need opinions. Should I archive and start over soon or just discontinue and let people who enjoy my books go back to them. 
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