Marie

I love the mcu movies
          But agents of shield is the best part of the mcu
          The characters
          The plot
          Its all amazing
          They did so many things better then the movies.
          
          Have I ever cried so hard I had to sit up while watching a marvel movie? Nope
          
          (Also they struggled to explain time travel in a way that made sense for almost the entirety of end game, yet fitz did it in 12 seconds while drinking a beer)
          (Did "mr stark I dont wanna go" hurt? Yes. But "I think my legs are broken" still has the ability to make me cry)

"Shit maybe I have covid" she says not remembering she gets the SAMS COLD at the SAME TIME every GOD DAMN YEAR

Fuck living in a small cottage in the middle of the woods 
          I'm back on my royalty bullshit 
          I wanna be the princess who falls in love with the female knight

I just put all my button ups and flannels in rainbow order 
          No one is aloud to ask me how gay I am any more

Sometimes I remember how many people had a crush on me in 8th and im like "?!?!??!?!?"

Everyday I find a new video of Jeremy Jordan singing something and everytime i almost pass away 
          To day that was him singing "at last"

I was thinking about how there are gay characters made for straight people and gay characters made for gay people
          That lead to me thinking about how every movie with a gay main character, is about their sexuality.
          That lead to me remembering Tika said something about making valikery (spelling 10/10) like hella gay
          I have faith in Tika 
          If I get to watch tessa Thomson kiss a girl in the theater I will cry.

I watched frozen 2 again
          And I cant stop thinking about how pretty honeymarens voice is
          Its so calming. I just want her to sing

Listening to eden Espinosa, Stephanie j block, eva nobaleza and Jeremy Jourdan sing has the same effect that caffeine has on normal people

I keep refusing to think about everything before March 13th but now im talking about it with my friend and I've never felt so helpless