i am crazy, plz take everything i say with a grain of salt. that being said, i'm hilarious.
hi. i am a train wreck of a human. welcome to my (also a mess) account. if you found me in the comment section of a fanfic.... mm no u didnt.
i have a collection of crumily written stories loosely based off the chaotic shit i do. please feel welcome to read :) all story info is at the bottom!
my name on here is ruyan or grace. i'm 19 and have a lot of stupid personality issues lmao
i'm sad and find serotonin through fandoms hence why i've been on this app since 9 years old
she/they honestly idc call me whatever
pansexual ig, again idrc. i dont rly do labels
queer and filled w existential fear - d.h
bc this is an important thing to know about a human:
very gryffindor
enfp
they all have angst but are happy ending:)
stories currently writing:
- alive (bxb)
- mental warefare (gxg)
- before we wake up (gxg)
- a pointless resistance (bxb) (gxb) (gxg)
^ i've put the most work into this one and is a personal fav, it is updated frequently
finished:
- in fair verona (bxb)
- just pretend (bxb)
- buzzcut season (is trash, don't recommend lmao) (bxb)
tbh i don't recommend any of these but have fun
- prob in the fucking ER
- JoinedJuly 4, 2016
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aye sorry for lack of updates and responses, substance abuse is getting bad again but i’m okay. i’m writing a lot right now and it’s helping i’m just not uploading currently. how has your past month...View all Conversations
Stories by ruyan
- 6 Published Stories

Before We Wake Up
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Two girls learnt black magic from a young age. Now they have learnt to weave their way between false realitie...

a pointless resistance (lgbt+)
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(Name will be changed to In The End)
Bellātor was the world's most prestigious secondary school, founded cent...

alive
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"There's a thin line between love and hate"
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Reid Thompson had been struggling for years to fin...