i am crazy, plz take everything i say with a grain of salt. that being said, i'm hilarious. 

hi. i am a train wreck of a human. welcome to my (also a mess) account. if you found me in the comment section of a fanfic.... mm no u didnt.
i have a collection of crumily written stories loosely based off the chaotic shit i do. please feel welcome to read :) all story info is at the bottom!

my name on here is ruyan or grace. i'm 19 and have a lot of stupid personality issues lmao

i'm sad and find serotonin through fandoms hence why i've been on this app since 9 years old

she/they honestly idc call me whatever
pansexual ig, again idrc. i dont rly do labels
queer and filled w existential fear - d.h

bc this is an important thing to know about a human:
very gryffindor

they all have angst but are happy ending:)
stories currently writing:
- alive (bxb)
- mental warefare (gxg)
- before we wake up (gxg)
- a pointless resistance (bxb) (gxb) (gxg)
^ i've put the most work into this one and is a personal fav, it is updated frequently

- in fair verona (bxb)
- just pretend (bxb)
- buzzcut season (is trash, don't recommend lmao) (bxb)
tbh i don't recommend any of these but have fun
  • prob in the fucking ER
  • JoinedJuly 4, 2016

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goldnotes goldnotes May 08, 2022 06:45AM
aye sorry for lack of updates and responses, substance abuse is getting bad again but i’m okay. i’m writing a lot right now and it’s helping i’m just not uploading currently. how has your past month...
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