jikookismyluv

whyseveruthing so so so so hard

changaluz

Hola, I love your stories and I would like to ask you where I can find the one you announced INSANITY I cannot find it here in this wattpad channel. Thank you for sharing your great talent with us. Looking forward to hearing from you. Blessings 

jikookismyluv

how're you

Sparklepinkglam

@jikookismyluv Pain , trauma , hurt, tired, lonely, angry . Is what we all have in common. Your not alone. We're all going through it too. So let's go through it together......so we can support and encourage each other. Because it's not easy to go through it alone. And you not alone. There are people here who appreciate you....who are willing to support you. 
            
            You have already accomplished having a community of your own.
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Sparklepinkglam

@jikookismyluv the days will get better. The last two years of school are stressful. Been there. Hated it. Barely lived through it myself. But you'll make it. And then you get to choose what u wanna do next. Life gets tougher from when u turn 17. Even if u stumble....it's okay....because the feeling and experiences you have today , will one day turn into a beautiful work. That you'll share with the world. It'll console and reassure others who are going through the pain. So hold on. You have to say your story. You have to live to talk about it. The albums we love today are from the painful experiences of the people who lived them. The poems we learn Today are from the tragedies of poets who lived through it. And yet today we listen and read and can't help but appreciate the beauty of the art they made. But it takes pain....to live through it. Artists live through it. And they show the world what pain can feel like and how to overcome it.
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Tac0Tuesday69

I miss you, kid

jikookismyluv

@Tac0Tuesday69 i feel like you did more than i did for you, how're you doing these days)
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Tac0Tuesday69

@jikookismyluv 
            I don't think you realize how much you helped me last year haha
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jikookismyluv

@Tac0Tuesday69 i miss u to, a lot. idk what to do
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Sparklepinkglam

Genius , i must ask though. Have u seen yourself in the mirror? Have u seen the bold, unapologetic, daring woman we've met? Have u met the most creative woman of the era infront of you? Or have u only chosen to pay attention to the little girl who seems weighed down and unable to move. Paralysed even. They all exist. Find a way to get them to help each other out. So that the strong woman can hold the child. So that you can hold yourself.  
          
          I have many faults and many more fears. Tomorrow I might be a tiny bit wiser. And that'd be me too. I am going to embrace myself as hard as I can. Love yourself. Speak yourself.

jikookismyluv

[Major Announcement]
          So, I've been thinking about this for a while, about this app, about the account, and what I'm doing.
          I've slowly come to acceptance with myself that I'm incapable of writing anything good or engaging anymore, it's not only time-consuming, but my mind has shut down, call it a state of mentall illness but what I know for sure is that it's not just a writer's block, this is what my mind's come to, incapable of thinking anything past what is around me.
          The book are on halt, I apologize for all the dms iv'e not responded to, and i don't think I'll be able to post a book anytime soon or afar. 
          I made writing a coping mechanism for those who don't know, I wrote my thought's through Jimin, I looked forward to writing down my feelings, experiences, pain.
          However I can't anymore, there's too much to write about and too little will in my mind both for living  and for writing.
          I'm still young so I hope it's a nasty phase that goes away, that I become capable of thinking and articulating the way I used too but now I'm just too tired and numb. 
          This account might be labelled close, but I'm not sure, I just need a long, long, long break. This announcement might sound ridiculously dramatic, but writing meant something to me.
          I've met and talked to amazing people here who have changed me as a person and I'm thankful to them as well.
          Will I ever continue writing?
          Not sure either.
          But  if I do, and if you choose to follow and stay, I'll always be grateful.
          I love you all.

Sparklepinkglam

@jikookismyluv I'll miss you. I understand word to word what u said. Been through it. And it's a whole lot of brain fog due to any reasons. But here's one thing I'd tell you , take a break if u have to , don't drop it , or you'll loose it . But take a break , find a new hobby. Focus on yourself.  Focus on breathing. Bangtan didn't raise us to give up.   If u can't fly , then run . If u can't run , then walk . If u can't walk , then we'll crawl. But we'll still make it to our place. We'll still make something for ourselves. So it's okay. It's okay to feel tired and numb. 
            
            Find a new hobby. Or just hit the amusement park. Do things that used to scare u before. And you'll see the adrenaline rush back. You'll be back. 
            
            All the best. Love you. (⁠っ⁠.⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠っ
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Minficz

@jikookismyluv da when you feel unsure just go with it. Stay away from it for a while. Your mind will know the answer for your driven thoughts. When you like something and are unsure about it. It's better to stay away from it for a few days or weeks or months to see if it really matters in your life. 
            
            The moment you splay apart you will have your answer. If it ends up bothering you, popping random ideas out of nowhere, constantly calling u back. 
            
            That's when you know. Yeah man this is truly what I like. 
            
            But this time it will be diff. Why? Because you are sure. You are confident that this is smtg that's required for my body to func. 
            
            Worked for me. Try it and see if it works for you too ? 
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happierjimin

well,if it makes you feel less burdened emotionally as well as physically im happy.
            and about the writings? they're amazing. they always will be amazing to me. i understand the situation you are in,and it's very harsh considering you've alot of academic pressure too. so if it means closing down this account it's totally alright. and don't think that you were bad at anything.  you were everything but not bad. so i hope you live a little less stressful life. i wish you all the very best for your future!
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jikookismyluv

book type: hardcore / softcore ?

army__kpopstan13

@jikookismyluv Hmmmmm 
            Depends on the mood but usually hardcore 
            When I am sad I tend to read softcore stories
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Minficz

@jikookismyluv remember! Life itself is an opportunity. The very fact that you are alive to witness a new day talk to people and have moments with your loved ones is itself the life bubs. Don't try to go far in future to find. You will lose yourself. It's better than being a ghost that's simply nonexistent to people and roaming around all lonely without anyone to talk to or an aim in future. 
            
            In conclusion, life itself is an opportunity. Just live it and see it till the end. 
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jikookismyluv

...idek why im alive atp wat am i doing.
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jikookismyluv

okay but I'm thinking of a one-shot where reserved and calm jungkook cannot get used to his newly moved in loud and giggly stepbrother who's also befriended his bestfriend.
          
          Jimin's a social media influencer and jungkooks a law student so hes skeptical abt Jimin's line of work and doesn't understand what jimin does that gets him so much engagement and money
          
          untill one day, tired of avoiding jimin, he walks in to his room for a responsible talk step brother talk. 
          
          Only to find jimin in a very... awkward and rather sexual situation. 
          
          
          HAHAHA do I do it?