Mango

Mothers on different sides
          Yet mothers nonetheless
          Mothers who love their sons 
          Humans, more or less
          
          Humans in whose eyes
          To call them human nonetheless?
          Or if our women's child dies
          Is their pain worth any less?
          
          

Hold on to me
          
          Wherever I may be
          
          Because consistency is key
          
          In recovery
          
          
          Let's take it slow
          
          Even if I grow
          
          Don't let me go
          
          I can't let you go
          
          
          
          Not yet, I can't 
          
          Let go of your hand
          
          Will you understand
          
          Don't leave me to be damned
          
          
          Save me
          
          Hold me
          
          Guide me
          
          With your arms
          
          
          It'll be painful at the start
          
          But you just have to play the part
          
          And watch how your pretty art
          
          Will heal my broken heart
          
          
          The sculpting of your face
          
          All my fingers trace
          
          What the Most Merciful creates
          
          Like He created us into pairs
          
          
          
          You and I alone
          
          Until the break of dawn
          
          As I begin to yawn
          
          I turn to see you gone
          
          
          How will I stand
          
          With an empty hand
          
          I just don't understand 
          
          This isn't what we planned 
          
          
          I cry when I can't see
          
          Where you used to be
          
          But consistency is key 
          
          In recovery 
          
          
          That's what they tell me
          
          Consistency is key
          
          In recovery
          
           .......
          
          
          For a day when we won't have to suffer anymore, where we don't have to lose our loved ones anymore. Maybe that day will come soon... but maybe I won't live long enough to see it too, maybe that's what hurts the most, but perhaps I'll get to see better days too.
          

Hey Guys~
          
          Long time no see, I haven't really posted here in a while but I have something I'm considering and I would like the opinion of anyone who reads this.
          
          So I'm thinking about discussing some serious topics that our generation (especially Muslims) struggle with, and I have read many books but unfortunately they have no translation other than Arabic. Yet these books would really help heal parts of us that no one talks about, simply because no one taught us. Although these concerns are primarely for the Muslim youth, I believe that all of us as young adults and teenagers need to hear and reconsider, I was thinking about making a book, but I'm not sure if Wattpad is the right platform for it.
          
          To be honest, I don't know where to post. I've struggled with so many things that I see in people my age, although I'm overcoming them, I see that others still drown in them. And it makes me sad that I'm able to get help just because I have the right resources and they're unable to access it (language barrier).
          
          Therefore, Muslim or not, all are welcome to answer. Would you like me to make a book asking about general questions to see what (generally young women on this app, around my age) are the main struggles? Especially as readers of fiction, how it influences you, what you like to read, why, etc etc... it doesn't necessarily always have to be serious, it can be fun topics, maybe relating to each others experiences?
          
          What do you think?

Hey guys, I'm going to talk about something very important and I hope you will read and understand. 
          
          I have taken all of my books in the black series down: including: ADAM, Hearts For Fools, and ROSE. 
          
          even though Adam has already reached 3 million views, I'm not happy. In fact, it made me upset. I love all of your beautiful comments and your kind words, but I'm so uncomfortable with these stories for so many reasons.
          
          I began writing them 5 years ago, I'm now a different woman and especially in the past year I've been wanting to change so many things about myself, especially within my religion, I want to be a better Muslim and a better version of myself. and these book are blocking my windpipes: they contain so many cusses, are poorly written, they don't represent who I am as an author and a person, and I've lost the motivation to continue the series. 
          
          I'm so sorry for all of you who love to reread it, the guilt of taking away something you enjoy to read (as an understanding reader myself) was stopping me from doing this, but I have to do it in order to be at peace with my own soul and self. 
          
          I have a new book right now that I hope to place actual lessons in, actual values, to represent myself as an author and what I aspire to convey through my writing. The book, Innocent, Has barely any readers but at least I'm comfortable in it. 
          
          for these past 5 years thank you so much, thank you for being so funny, so sweet, so lighthearted and lovely. I used to read the comments on Adam to uplift my spirits, my gratitute isn't enough for shaping me as an author and for being a beautiful memory. 
          
          I appreciate you all, and I will always keep your comments in my heart, thank you for everything :)

Hii I just wanted to ask whether did u delete 2 of ur books or is there something wrong with my app cause I was reading Adam and it suddenly disappeared

Hey guys, it's been a really long time since I've been on wattpad but when I got back recently something really weird and (kinda hillarious but annoying at the same time) is happening in my comment sections on all of my stories.
          
          There are these weird accounts that always have pics of pretty women, and they keep commenting stuff like "hey :) text me for help *kissing emoji*" and sm weird shît like that, they've also been posting links with weird names like næked gįrls or sth.
          
          The reason I'm pissed off is that they're flooding my comment section on Adam and hearts for fools, even milana. And the issue is that I've reported this to wattpad and they said "we don't see any violation of guidelines blah blah blah". Like wtf??? They're literally posting links and phone numbers to shady (and possibly pørno) websites, and it's getting annoying having to delete them all, and wattpad isn't even willing to help.
          
          What do y'all think?

I honestly love the way you write, cause while you write your story a bit open with hints dropped here and there you still leave room for a light mysterious atmosphere with a dash of humour which is what I consider perfect in a good book. Keep up the great work.Also will you be updating 'Milana' soon? I got really caught up on the story I'm obsessed with it.

Is heart for fools on another platform that I can read it on or is it discontinued?

Heyy! I just want to say that basically I'm a silent reader but this story of yours 'ADAM' is so amazing that I couldn't able to stop myself from saying something ❤..I just love your storyyy.
          And I really want to know when will you start updating 'ROSE' coz I really want to read it too. 
          Hope you update it soon! Bye 
          <3❤ 

Noooo why did you delete your previous bio  
          It was so good