❦ ― nancy

         ❦ ―  so  ,,,  i don't know what to do with myself right now . i guess i feel empty ? emptier than i've felt in a long time . numb . i recieved the news earlier today and only now found the right words to say it .
          
          today has been quite arguably the hardest day ever . i've lost people before , and even though their losses were still too soon , too unexpected , yours hit so much differently . because unlike theirs , yours was something we could have prevented . you were so young and i wish i had been able to help you . i'll always remember you as my baby cousin , no matter what . i remember the way you and i used to have our ' glam up ' sessions . i'll remember how we used to run around in nanna's flat . i'll remember how strong you were , and how much you endured , and our late night conversations where you and i opened up to each other and tried to help each other out . i'll remember how you were an angel amongst us .
          
          and now you're in heaven with other angels . with nanna , uncle j , uncle glen and great auntie marge . we will miss you and love you forever , but we know you're back with family that adored you and that you're no longer in pain . as selfish as it is to want you to still be here , i am so glad that you can finally rest easy .
          
          goodbye sweetheart <3

         ❦ ―  i'd  rather  have  a  three  followers  and  them  be  people  i  care  about  and  trust  than  three  hundred  and  have  people  who  only  wanna  be  toxic  and  chat  shit  about  me  and  my  friends  .  so  if  you  have  a  problem  with  me  or  my  friends  (  aj  ,  ahri  ,  jay  ,  jae  ,  jamie  ,  aly  ,  mickey  ,  psy  ,  lana  ,  zoe )  or  anyone  else  who  i  haven't  mentioned  but  i  talk  with  ,  hit  the  unfollow  button  right  now  .  my  friends  are  the  few  people  i  actually  give  a  shit  about  so  get  the  fuck  off  my  page  if  your  aim  is  to  hurt  them  ,  i  assure  you  i  won't  miss  your  pathetic  attitude  x

Thanks for the follow 

           ❦ ―  probably  gonna  unfollow  everyone  and  only  just  follow  people  who  are  following  me  

             ❦ ―  if  you  think  this  is  about  you  (  it  probably  is  lmao  )  stop  being  a  bitch  needlessly  and  upsetting  people  who  have  done  nothing  wrong  to  you  . 

returning the love :
          you're literally the best and sweetest person ever and you deserve all the love in the world and i care about you like so much already because you're great and i think you can do no wrong ever

          ❦ ―  can people stop hating on people for disagreeing with rioting and looting and telling everyone they're a piece of shit for it ? honestly . it's nasty and unnecessary . just because they're against rioting and looting DOESN'T mean they're against blm . istg . people really do be looking for reasons to hate someone . i can't even , just STOP . it isn't cool to play the racist card because someone doesn't agree with it . not everyone participating in riots is even supporting blm , there are a bunch of opportunists out there who are doing it for the sake of it ... i'm sorry but i said it .

       ❦ ―  you  know  ...  if you have tumblr , you should add me

How Rolly started dating , modern day edition ~ 
          
          Rosa : Billy texted me ' your adorable ' , so i texted him back ' no , YOU'RE adorable ' . 
          Nancy : and ?
          Rosa : and now we're dating . we've been on six dates and all i did was point out a typo , but i like him so i'm not gonna say anything .

      ❦ ― next time someone lies to me istg