
miracle-06
I don't usually rant about my bad days and stuff but the whole day today felt like a nightmare. Not the kind wherein you slay dragons upon seeing them or where you find yourself in this dystopian setting. No. The kind of nightmare wherein the people you trust or are vulnerable in front of, laugh behind your back while they feed on your fear. There are people who dislike you. There are people who hate you. And then there are people who LOATHE your very existence with every bone and fibre in their body. And then there are people who frame you in a bad picture because they don't have anything else to do other than gossiping. It's like this worst kind of feeling where you're made to believe that you're stupid to think a certain way, that you're "too sensitive", "too coward" and everything that you hate about yourself. You start believing in their webs of twisted words and think, "Maybe, I really am wrong?" It's just this worst kind of feeling that no matter what you do, at the end of the day, one insecure person will definitely antagonize you.

miracle-06
@marsaumell thank you for saying this :)) it makes me feel so much better that you can understand
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marsaumell
@miracle-06 I know the feeling. The problem? It's not you--it's them. They'd rather spend time nagging others than facing themselves in the mirror. So don't get discouraged. You're amazing just the way you are!
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