Didiyya

I use to be scared of interacting with other people not that they are ghost, but I thought I live in a different world from them, in a world where no one understand the language of my heart. 

Deep in my heart there is a spot blotted by my act, from the darkness of my sins. 

If I can't love Him and follow his command, then I have no reason to live on earth. 

When something bad happens to me, I cry and laugh at the same time. I cry due to the pain of what happened to me and I  laugh because I know the pain is temporal, for verily, with every hardship comes relieve. 

If love is something we could buy, I could have bought the most expensive one on earth for Him, just to show I'm a worthy slave of Him. 

If patient is something so easy to acquire, I could have trawl for the highest degree of patient, so that when He afflicts me with a calamity, I'll bear patiently without complain. 

My mood changes as the weather changes. When it is sunny and hot, I always get angry and easily irritated. 
When its raining, I find it difficult most of the time to control my tears. 
When the weather is cool, I become cool and forbearance descends on my heart. 

People that don't know me thought I'm proud, but when they get to know me, finds the most easiest person on earth. 

I might be a little bit obnoxious, but I know how to control my anger. 

I pour what is in ma heart on paper. 


I 💗 Allah and Rasul are the inscription on the flag of my heart. 

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