@she_wh0_loves
UGGH THIS DAMN ASS HAS ME USING IT AGN I JUST WANNA GO BACK TO AO3 BUT I WANNA READ SHIT I CANT FIND ON AO3:(
NOT ME JS RECOVERING MY ACCOUNT(i lost this hoe…(i use ao3 a lottttt)
Y’all help, ion wanna have the same pfp and wallpaper think forever but they look good but I WANA change them. GIVE ME RECOMMENDATIONS PLS IM BEGGING
I won’t be on wattpad a lot. I’ll US read a few books and yeah. Not because I’m like gonna stop reading nope, js cause I’m on ao3 half the time
If I’m being honest, I’ve only ever purposely hurt myself once. Nothing like cutting no. Just me sticking a pin needle into my skin. Ppl say it’s self harm so ig. But recently I’ve been thinking abt how I should start cutting, I only think abt it cause of that needle. How it felt. It’s felt amazing. The pain made me feel something. And it’s wasn’t a bad feeling, it felt amazing, extravagant, blissful. Js saying I’ve never been one to like the feeling of hurting myself, but ever since I stared my new school, it’s all I can think abt. Maybe it’s my brain trying to ask for attention. Maybe I’m thinking like a pick me. But I’m not lying when I say hurting myself felt like heaven. Am I going insane? Or am I asking for attention? Or am I actually wanting 2 so this for a release? I don’t know. It’s a feeling that won’t go away, a thought that comes to me a lot. Should I just stop thinking about it? Or should I ask for help? Or js ask on my feelings? I need help, but i don’t wanna tell anyone in fear they might think I’m js asking for attention/being a pick me. Help me.
@rustredrose oh no I’m not better, I’ve js been trying not to thinking abt it and reading, but ty sm 4 caring<33
Nah cause tf my life go? I had it a secs go. I was sleeping and shit and now I’m starving myself. Tf am I doing? Well I mean I ate hella a lot today!! I ate 4 mozzarella sticks, a fruit roll up, and a small thing of takies like the rlly small one and that was during school after i just had pickles
I have to wash clothes cause my bsf is coming over tdy and I’m like so annoyed cause I don’t think she’s coming
I’m constantly sleepy, I feel as if everyone hates me, I feel ugly, I lie a lot, I feel like ppl think I’m a pick me, I hope I don’t ruin peoples days by being around them, I honestly feel like I ruin ppls days
No joke help, like I feel like shit. My throat feels like it’s on fire, I feel like trowing up, and I’m like sneezing my guts out. If I were an emoji I’d be 2 the dead one and the crying one
@i-rob-maybanks thankfully not rona, but sadly I have to go back to school ‘insert crying emoji’
Man wattpad just sent me a notif and I THOGHT it was my bf
@JaneRambo T-T why y’all more consistent in my life than my family and friends, like no joke
