pretty bad with replies these days and
                   incase i miss you when you get online,
                   here is a status update of how im doing:
            
            graduated high school,   did my alevels,  
            got good enough results and i'll be starting
            meschool soon!!      high school was pretty
            tough on me and i ended the last two years
            in a new school with like??   a single friend.
            sucks,   it happened because i had a bad
            friend experience which ended up with me
            getting a bad case of anxiety.    or i guess you
            could say i have another friend but the girl
            i sat next to for those two years was uhhh
            extremely passive aggressive so that was
            another sucky experience, buttt i'm still
            hanging on so it's all good and there's no
            reason to worry about me.     uhmm i don't
            there's anything else up to update you guys
            because it has been a boring two years
            and an even drier love life.
            
                      ok bye ig,   update over.

COME  BACK.

i'm  too  lazy  to  go  on  ig  sorey

people  keep  calling  me  your  name  bc  of  my  location  HELP

( i miss you and i want you to
            come home. )   /srs

i summon thine's spirit for
            spooktober.

^  WHY  ARE  YOU  CHEATING  ON  ME

   i  love  and  cherish  you,
               aalaa.    ♡

i miss you aalaa, deeply sometimes to where it feels as if earthen dirt is clogging my throat & suffocating me, but wherever you are, i hope you're safe & happy.    i love you.

happy  fifth  ( friend's )  anniversary.
            ♡

evening, aalaa. / i'm not going to beg you to come back or anything, i just hope you're well, as it's all that i can do when you're away. be safe, always. / i'm not sure what i can say that hasn't already been said before, by me. how are you? have you been eating well? drinking plenty of fluids? any new interests since last we spoke? / i do miss you, sometimes you're an ember in my mind, scuffled away by the wind .. other days you're a sorrow wrought memory, a dream i can't touch & a memoir i can't remove from the walls. not that i mind, some days i feel i need a little sorrow, the reality of you not being around, the reality that you may never be again. / with love, ♡