silentslaughter

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I know I’ve been gone for a long time, but since my account has resurfaced, I’m logging in just to make a statement and apologise. I’d like to formally apologise to those who thought of me as a friend, only to have me disappear one day and never come back until now. I’m deeply apologetic for not stating my leave; however, I was not going to stay on a toxic site. I’ve been used, abused and manipulated by people on this site and I’ll never forgive them or the people who treated them like saints. There were a few people who I considered friends who turned out to be nothing more than snakes because instead of believing the victim, y’all chose to listen to my abuser and try to maintain good relations with them. Wattpad has become a festering conglomerate of toxicity and manipulative individuals who prey on minors and the naïve. The roleplay community I was in was and always will be toxic with the bunch of people that care nothing more than feeding off the misery of others, and with that I say fuck you. I never EVER wanted to have to make this message, but I will not be silent anymore about the people who used me for their own personal pleasure and benefit.

silentslaughter

this message may be offensive 
I know I’ve been gone for a long time, but since my account has resurfaced, I’m logging in just to make a statement and apologise. I’d like to formally apologise to those who thought of me as a friend, only to have me disappear one day and never come back until now. I’m deeply apologetic for not stating my leave; however, I was not going to stay on a toxic site. I’ve been used, abused and manipulated by people on this site and I’ll never forgive them or the people who treated them like saints. There were a few people who I considered friends who turned out to be nothing more than snakes because instead of believing the victim, y’all chose to listen to my abuser and try to maintain good relations with them. Wattpad has become a festering conglomerate of toxicity and manipulative individuals who prey on minors and the naïve. The roleplay community I was in was and always will be toxic with the bunch of people that care nothing more than feeding off the misery of others, and with that I say fuck you. I never EVER wanted to have to make this message, but I will not be silent anymore about the people who used me for their own personal pleasure and benefit.

vainsadistry

i   love   the   method   to
          your   madness  ,  myers  .

silentslaughter

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            the  myers  peered  apathetically  beyond  the  stark  veil  ,  the  greying  of  his  hues  barely  visible  through  the  sharp  shadows  casted  by  the  masks  aged  rubber  .  what  madness  did  she  speak  of ?  it  was  less  of  madness  than  it  was  raw  and  unbridled  curiosity  that  lead  him  to  commit  such  abysmal  deeds  .  this  ,  however  ,  he  would  not  vocalise  in  the  slightest  .  
            
            the  slasher  offers  a  mere  grunt  in  return  ,  eyes  narrowing  —  but  this  wasn’t  out  of  indignation  or  irritation  ,  but  rather  curiosity  .  he  was  an  observer  after  all  .
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silentslaughter

you  grew  up  in  a  world  that  was  six  by  eight  feet  .  you  are  human  shaped  ,  but  there  is  nothing  inside  of  you  .  they  contain  multitudes  .  
          
          when  you  make  them  as  empty  as  you  are  ,  do  you  feel  connected ? is  this  a  mask ?  is  this  ?  do  you  understand  the  difference  ?
          
          he  was  the  only  one  who  understood  what  you  really  are . does  it  make  you  angry  he  died  peacefully  without  you ? do  you  understand  him  better  now  that  he  is  dead ?  
          
          maybe  you  cannot  die  because  you  are  already  dead .  maybe  you  died  when  you  were  six ,  and  all  you  are  now  is  rot  .
          
          
          —  A  LETTER  TO  M.  MYERS  
          credit : rantshemlock