sinful3ams

hello... so guess who's back after like, months. it was 2023 the last time i was on here, and now it's 2024 and i'm back ONLY to announce this.
          	
          	it came to my attention recently that SINFUL DREAMS has been taken down by wattpad itself due to violating community guidelines, so that sucks. but at the same time, it kind of does me some good since i really want to put my history with wattpad behind me, which also lead to me deleting the other books which didn't get taken down, but i didn't want there.
          	
          	so what does that mean now?
          	
          	well, this is where i officially say goodbye to wattpad, and never come back. i'm an adult with a lot of potential other than this, after all, so this was bound to happen anyway.
          	
          	and no, i'm most definitely gonna say "ooh i miss writing" after this, this is actually the end.
          	
          	a life update for anyone wondering (i just wanna overshare before i go):
          	
          	- my relationship is still holding up well with cole, in fact we're engaged now <3
          	- i'm also pregnant with our first child. i found out during early december so that's kinda why i've been so inactive without a even letting you guys know. i'm currently about four, almost five months in. so yeah, i'm actually gonna be a parent besides the fact i used to be the 2434 squad's parents <3
          	- it's honestly been a little hard to maintain myself, especially given i was diagnosed with did (dissociative identity disorder) which i never really shared publicly until now, and i've always had a lot of trouble maintaining my alters too, which is a bummer.
          	- i've been taking my time pregnant off from work, and i'm still taking classes, only online since i never really feel like leaving the house...
          	
          	i think that's basically all i'm comfortable sharing, but yeah. au revoir, my sinnamon rolls <3

liexki

@sinful3ams omg congratulations!! that's amazing and i hope everything goes well and I hope your wedding goes amazing as well 
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k0umei

congratulations on your engagement and pregnancy!! i wish you luck on this next chapter in your life <3
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Keikeu1

@sinful3ams Also, congrats on your engagement and pregnancy. I wish you good luck on your upcoming journey to marriage and parenthood too.
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sinful3ams

hello... so guess who's back after like, months. it was 2023 the last time i was on here, and now it's 2024 and i'm back ONLY to announce this.
          
          it came to my attention recently that SINFUL DREAMS has been taken down by wattpad itself due to violating community guidelines, so that sucks. but at the same time, it kind of does me some good since i really want to put my history with wattpad behind me, which also lead to me deleting the other books which didn't get taken down, but i didn't want there.
          
          so what does that mean now?
          
          well, this is where i officially say goodbye to wattpad, and never come back. i'm an adult with a lot of potential other than this, after all, so this was bound to happen anyway.
          
          and no, i'm most definitely gonna say "ooh i miss writing" after this, this is actually the end.
          
          a life update for anyone wondering (i just wanna overshare before i go):
          
          - my relationship is still holding up well with cole, in fact we're engaged now <3
          - i'm also pregnant with our first child. i found out during early december so that's kinda why i've been so inactive without a even letting you guys know. i'm currently about four, almost five months in. so yeah, i'm actually gonna be a parent besides the fact i used to be the 2434 squad's parents <3
          - it's honestly been a little hard to maintain myself, especially given i was diagnosed with did (dissociative identity disorder) which i never really shared publicly until now, and i've always had a lot of trouble maintaining my alters too, which is a bummer.
          - i've been taking my time pregnant off from work, and i'm still taking classes, only online since i never really feel like leaving the house...
          
          i think that's basically all i'm comfortable sharing, but yeah. au revoir, my sinnamon rolls <3

liexki

@sinful3ams omg congratulations!! that's amazing and i hope everything goes well and I hope your wedding goes amazing as well 
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k0umei

congratulations on your engagement and pregnancy!! i wish you luck on this next chapter in your life <3
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Keikeu1

@sinful3ams Also, congrats on your engagement and pregnancy. I wish you good luck on your upcoming journey to marriage and parenthood too.
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sinful3ams

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liexki

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sinful3ams

this message may be offensive
my dumbass poured boiling hot tea into a plastic bottle thinking it'd be strong enough and now it's deformed ;-;
          
          luckily, no holes! maybe i should keep this and label it as an ancient heirlom. after all- it does have some character now (my stupidity)

liexki

@sinful3ams omg if I ever go to the u.s I could get it /hj
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sinful3ams

anyways- did anyone miss me? what happened while i was gone? :D

liexki

@sinful3ams OMG I'M HYPERVENTILATION I NEED TO GET TO MY PUBLIC BUS OMG
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Keikeu1

@sinful3ams Long time no see. You missed out a lot.
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sinful3ams

(IMPORTANT) hey, it's been a while.
          
          i didn't announce it, but i "retired" about a few months ago. at the time, i figured: writing isn't really my thing anymore, so i quit (again.)
          
          besides, i recently moved into a new residence with my boyfriend, am still studying to get a good degree, got a decent job to keep things stable. obviously i had to prioritize those first.
          
          but after some shower thoughts and drying my hair, i've come to a realization: i miss writing.
          
          i miss having ideas and dumping them. i miss interacting with all 200+ of you. i miss watching vtubers and discussing about them with you. i miss the 2434 squad, and all the children i've fathered.
          
          so guess what? i'm back in the game (but mostly as a hobby, i don't wanna get burnt out like one point.)
          
          here's a few things i'll establish here:
          
          - i no longer go by lauren anymore, as it's my birth name and it makes me really uncomfortable now- i go by just ren.
          - i'll be changing my username from @/flowers4venti back to my original name, @/sinful3ams.
          - the only book i will be updating (for now) is sinful dreams since it's my most treasured book.
          - since the genshin books aren't as successful, i'll be taking those down.
          - colors of the rainbow will still be up... just discontinued until i decide to pick it up.
          - fyi, i'm not as much of a fanatic of vtubers as i was before, so i can't guarantee you that my knowledge on them is as pearly white as before.
          - i also won't be on discord as much as i used to... because i forgot my login info and even if i tried, i can't log back in. oops.
          
          anyways, here's some more shabam nobody asked for! what happened over the time i was on "retirement":
          
          - i turned 23 recently, as my birthday was on october 7th. i'm older and closer to death!
          - now that i've gotten my much needed support from my boyfriend + new friends, i'm feeling stronger than ever mental health-wise.
          - still going strong with my relationship with cole as well. honestly, i wish i could marry him- /j

liexki

@sinful3ams WELCOME BACK GRAMPS
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sinful3ams

apparently, mysta's graduating soon...? </3

emmaistired1

I recommend K9Kuro
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wtfyanmi

@flowers4venti I'm gonna miss mysta so much he was my favourite member in luxiem 
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moonsiickness

@flowers4venti literally a month after Nina, we're losing Mysta too :'(
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