@sreeja95 it was weird . Yes but I now have another perception of life . I can’t take things for granted. I make sure that every day I tell the people I love that I do LOVE THEM . I wish you guidance and love towards you . I feel it could have been a stepping stone for you in a way to be ok in life . I sometimes feel like I need someone to tell me “ hey, you’re going a good job , keep doing good “ sometimes an occasional “ I’m proud of you “ moment gives me a motivation to keep my chin up . So if no one tells you this …… “ I’m proud of you “ big hug hon chin up