Shira-senpai
Istg, you're never leaving my following list. I don't even know how and why I started following you HAHAHAH
yanderesimp
yanderesimp
Even though i dont use wattpad anymore, for some reason that i cannot figure out i still keep logged into this app. Like as if this is a part of me that's I'll never be able to get off, and i would rather like to keep it with me.
Why i think i cant get rid of this app is because of the memories. Memories not with wattpad, but memories of who i was, how life was so carefree, how i didnt have to think so much, when i wasn't so emotionally burnt out, when i was doing something- anything.
Even if i was cringe and lame during my wattpad era, i still want that self back. She was happier, had an easier thought process, less stress and had everything that i do not have now. She had so much potential, which she runs out of in 5years.
But I'm still young, so maybe i will regain my potential- i hope i do. I hope i will regain what i had 5years ago.
I have learned so much during these past years, things that used to scare me and amaze me (how do people my age know that? Will i ever be able to catch up with them? How will i fit in so much information in my brain?). People change every day, every minute, every second.
Change is something that can come either in hundred years, gradually in weeks or suddenly in a second. For me it first took hundred years and now every second i am changing. As someone who likes things in order, i am not fond of this inconsistent changing of me.
I hate wattpad because it reminds me of who i was.
I love wattpad because it reminds me of who i was.
mangoxv
@yanderesimp After going to high school, my life became strange. Now I'm in college, and I'm figuring out a lot of things about myself. The world seems too complicated and constantly at a boiling point. It's draining and frustrating. My Wattpad era might have been somewhat cringe, but it was innocent, simple, and blooming with creativity. Now I find myself without reading a book for 3 years, and without the courage to pick a pencil and draw. My stories also don't come to me as easily as they used to. These things used to be the reason to get out of bad and try to enjoy my day, but now I cannot find myself craving or with the courage to actually do them, even tho my mind keeps coming back to my stories, my characters, and my projects... Hope you're doing well, it was nice to exchange ideas in the past~
sayera2005
@yanderesimp one process of growing up and facing the world its really hard to accept this is life now and yeah change is another factor
MoumitaSamanta4
Author Chan or Kun since i am not sure, i think ending of the story labyrinthine love was rush. It would have been better if MC's husband was the real male lead instead of his bf anyways loved the story plz keep up the good work ☺️
yanderesimp
@MoumitaSamanta4 urudueudue thank you for your kind words! 2017 Me vs 2022 Me has a lot of difference T^T
Igszgkvi
Omg same
Fishergaming199
is indices discontinued?
yanderesimp
Happy new year \(~o~)/
b4rbat0swife
AUTHORRR(ㄒoㄒ) what with that ending aaaggghhhh(╥﹏╥) my tadashi die like That(/ω＼)atleast let me take his head and hang on the wall so i dont miss him( TДT) *cry in pain*
yanderesimp
@takeomiwife i was going to console you for his death but the last part of your message i-
yanderesimp
How To Get Angry: play flappy birds
yanderesimp
@not-kyojuro yes, i downloaded it again yesterday to reminisce about old times but i regained my anger issues instead :D
yanderesimp
pls i want a gojo and dazai crossover
yanderesimp
@-Seashelly @GRAYSANA12 yes but apparently we wo- wait omg did you just use emoJIS EJJDJSJSJSJ WHEN DID THIS UPDATE COME??-??-?-??- ☹️
yanderesimp
Yo i just vomited cold water, and my vomit felt cold too
