I wish I could tell you I'd stayed strong. That I kept my promise I made to you, and I did not for one second waiver in my attempts to find my smile again. But to tell you that would be a lie, and you were always able to see right through me so I decided such efforts would be futile.
All I can think to do is apologize. I'm sorry for how our story had to end before it ever really begun. I'm sorry that I wasn't strong enough to be the person he needed me to be, the person you needed me to be. I'm sorry that I could not stay true to my vow, and more than anything I am sorry for what I am about to do. I can't live like this, haunted by the memories of you. The ghost of you is everywhere I look and it is exhausting trying to fight my own mind every single day. A world without you is a world I have no interest in being a part of. It is a dark place now, void of happiness and goodness, laughter is a thing of the past, and I am lost.
I am so sorry that life was wasted on me rather than being granted to you, for I am simply not strong enough to go on like this and you were never given that choice. I hope you know that I love you, and I long to one day be in your embrace once more.
Until we meet again my love,
Your Via.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Forget me Not (F.W)
FanficOlivia lost everything once before, starting fresh was something she was all to familiar with. Under painful circumstances, gradually the holes in her heart began to fill again and Olivia was blessed with a happiness she had long forgotten was possi...
