People make fun of me for no damn reason. They try to punch me. I always get myself in fights but I enjoy it and fucking bully anyone who mess with me. If you mess with me your dead. I want to kill people I want to run someone over I want to shoot someone I want to robe the bank. I fucking hate all this negative thoughts that's keep repeating in my head. I was born a nice kid and I know I was. I will never hurt nobody. If I mess with you push me away and don't mess with me. I once burn a cig into my skin because I fucking hate my self the pain felt so good. my parents don't even know how bad I am and I have mental problems. my parents do know I fight a lot but I never tell them why. I always cry at night to wish girls will like me. I push this really pretty girl away she was 17 and I was 18 she once ask me do I want to go out with her I response with this.. I grab her arms looked deep into her deep baby blue eyes and said what does it look like bitch I have mental problems your pretty and all but if you fuck with me I rape you and fuck you hard she slap me and said pervert fuck you need help! And I have a long crush with you for a long time ever since first grade And she starts to cry than ran away. I liked her to ever since that I was so angry at myself and her. I fucking hate everybody and everything. I don't want to be in this world any more help me. I don't know how to social talked to people
I don't know how to flirt with girls
I don't even know if I'm gay or bi or pansexual
I don't even know how to cook
I don't even know if I laugh I'm happy.
When I smile I'm fucking angry. I don't like my life. I was born in the wrong time,wrong day,wrong year I wasn't ready
My family was happy
I don't think there real
Do they really love me? Do anyone love me?
I sometimes wonder a lot everyday. I let my angry out on the wrong people even my teachers,parents,family,everyone. I wonder if I'm adopt. I just want it to stop ugh!! Is a hard knob life to be me Harry fucking styles a fucking mental British dude who's not even in a band no more who give up on everybody and everything
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It's A Hard Knob Life To Be Harry Styles
FanfictionA young teen become a very young man. He hate fighting guys from school but he does it anyway to scared them off. He bully young boys just to feel better about the guys that bully himself. He cuts himself because he loves to pain and he can't help i...
