I'm a Narcissist

Silvers POV:

I'm a Narcissist which means I'll judge you every chance I get.

I wanna be the center of attention or ill throw a fit.

I'm a manipulator so ill get you to trust me.

I can't let you go because I love the way you love me.

I'll get you comfortable so you can't live without me.

And once you try and leave I'll tell you ain't shit without me.

I'll lie to you, I'll even tell you that I love you, tell you your the only girl I want and I want no one but you.

It'll all be so real.

Have you caught up in your feels.

Then Ill leave you out the blue and come back one you try and heal.

Cause I'm a narcissist.

But I'm also emotional.

I'll play the victim even though, I'm the hurting you.

Damn.

I bet those tears looked so real huh?

I bet when you saw me crying you was all in your feels huh?

But naw, that was apart of my plan b.

The plan to get you turnt.

Feeding my desire to hurt.

To take someone heart, and drag it through the dirt

Giggling at my doings.

Smileing at my ruins.

Laughing at your pain

Because I'm the one to blame.

But you don't understand I really do care for you.

I even want babies, probably a couple, maybe three or two.

See look at you again so easy to convince.

You believed that silly lie after I told you I wasn't shit.

So easy to manipulate, so easy to deceive.

Maybe that's why I fuck with you cause you wear your feeling on your sleeve.

Protect your self girl!

FROM PEOPLE LIKE ME.

I'll kill if anyone hurt you, they'll be under 6 feet.

Cause your my personal punching bag.

No one else can have you.

And if I found out a nigga violated.

Then that's his ass too.

See I'm like a leech, just when it comes to happiness.

I'll tell you degrading shit, you fucking stupid bitch.

See right there I did it again.

I swear I can't help it, Lord please don't make me sin.

But I'm a narcassist.

So it's in my nature right.

In actuality, I just want to feel like someone actually wants me.

Someone, I'm not manipulating

Someone I'm not hypnotizing.

Someone stong willed,

Someone joy filled.

But naw I can't because i'd suck all the joy out.

I'd use this girl until she was nothing then throw her away like trash.

Hitting the dash, running away from my problems just like my dad.

Then I'm lonely again.

No one to doubt.

Deep down inside I wish I never found out.

That I'm a narcissist.
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Credits to: scar_lip for the first part of the writing. I got it from tik tok and got so inspired by it to make a story.