She was gone . She was really gone . She promised me she wouldn't leave . She did . It was all a lie . A measly stupid lie. I was so stupid to believe her. All she did was give me false hope . False corrupt hope . I couldn't hold it any longer , I burst to tears . How could I be so naive .I've had to be strong for so long . Be strong for me, for mum . I know she can't bear to see me cry . seeming vulnerable isn't exactly something I like . It's something no one really likes .If I have learnt one thing in life it was when you show you are nice or weak ,they step all over you like a doormat .they tear you apart and break you down .My Nana was the only one that understood me and truly accepted me . She always believed in me no matter what .
She taught me how to sew . And believed in my dreams of persuing fashion. My mum on the other hand wasn't so supportive. She wanted me to be a lawyer and go to law school. I eventually gave up on my dreams after Nana's death and decided to make mum proud . I started going to law school , but the was still a little part of me that wanted to persue fashion .
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A bit of hope
RandomAfter Lola lost her Nana life has been hard Throught the Grief she also has to give up her life long dream as life starts going south Lola finds her Nana isn't the person Lola thought she was . Will Lola persue her fashion dreams give up to find out...
