agony

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hongjoong

i just had an argument with my boyfriend. basically i was too sensitive and picked up on a small detail which made me feel like he didn't care about me. i ended up making a big deal out of it and he's super mad at me. holy fuck i want to kill myself.

i always do this. i always fuck up.

and it's our anniversary tomorrow, which makes it even worse. did i just ruin our special day?

im fucking unbelievable. i really, really wish i could just make everything stop.

please, holy fuck just stop. i don't want to hurt anymore.

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omg hi. i started yet another book lmaooo. this one's kind of interesting because a lot of it is my personal venting but through a fanfic so i can wrote about how im feeling but also make it into a story lmao.

not all though! just heavily inspired aha

anyway i hope you like dis n stuffs teehee ily

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