∞Lost in my nightmares∞

12 am

 Here I am again 12 am wondering "Should I end my life? Or should I stay?" then I remember Mitchell going off with Kricken. Not that I ever liked him "no, no" I think to myself. "We were just friends". Then I walk off to the deck outside and just stare at the stars. Thinking "why can't I be as pretty as them" then I lean. All of the sudden I hear Mitchell yell "BEE WHAT ARE YOU DOING". Oh wait its just my mind. Then I lean a little closer and of course my mom comes screaming and pulls me back. Then shes blubbers on about how I should stay and shit. After, I go to my room and I fall asleep. 

•Next Morning•

I wake up to the sound of a skype call. Its from Mitchell. I don't pick up. Then I get a message saying "Bee please answer I have something really important to tell you". Then he calls again. I pick up. Then all of the sudden I hear glass throwing in the backround and someone screaming. Mitchell tells me that Kricken is being really rude and crazy. Then he says "Maybe because of the baby" then right after says "Naw i'm just playin with ya". After about 15 minutes I get bored and ask why he called me. He says "Oh ya. Well I called you because I don't want things to be awkward around us. I know just beca--" I cut him off. "Straub nothings awkward okay so stop. Bye.". I hang up. I go to the bathroom. "1 cut for Mitchell leaving me". "1 cut for eating". "1 cut for being me". "1 cut for living" and just a couple more cuts. I wash my wrist off and leave. "I probably have to record a video for today, I think to myself". But instead I make a video and the title called "Goodbye". I'm leaving all social meida for a little bit guys. I'm sorry. Love you all goodbye honeys!". I got a text from Mitchell. Ugh. I forgot I gave him my number. He aks why i'm leaving. 

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