Dear diary
You are probably wondering why lm back it been long. Lm sorry....
Where to start now where to start
Okay its been long 9 years the pain l felt the first time is back
That thing betrayed me again
L loved so unconditional again
I feel so empty now all hope is gone why did l trust him that much
What did l do wrong l did everything for him. My heart is in turmoil and there are no words to describe how l feel about this situation. I feel head over heels only to land in a ditch with garbage and needles. That's the best way to describe how lm feeling....
I tried to be the best partner l compromised but l still ended up alone with no one jobless and twenty-seven years old.
In few months time my parents will probably send me to the basement.
But lm probably going to run away from home before that.
I alwaysss run my last job quit because I couldn't stand my ex or should I say time pusher because we were not official. That's a story for another day
What should l do now.....
Im crying maybe l should stop writing for now until next time
Your mutual friend
Crystal
closed my old diary and laid on my bed earlier l had told my sister what happened but how l felt was between me and my brain and diary
Dear diary
lm back
One day at a time
Oohh fuck it l cant sleep that asshole had the audacity to tell me it wasn't supposed to happen like that what the hell...so how long was he going to string me along. I don't care how he feels right now he put himself in the shit hole of a situation five years that's how much time he stole in my life l invested on everything my time my life only for him to fucken cheat. I guess broke guys have much time to cheat. Everyone told me he was no good and no one gets married to a person when they date more than 4 years it was just a worst of time
Yours
Broken hearted girl
What do you think its my first one which l actually want to publish constructive criticism is acceptable. Xoxo
