Dinah's POV:
Depression , Depression , Depression
Thats all that i have been feeling lately. Me and the girls are on a airplane heading to NYC , i just happened to be placed in the back by myself. I mean i should be use to it considering it happens everytime but i just cant help the feeling of being unwanted. It all started 2 years ago , once x-factor finished everyone went home for 2 months but i only got one month. Simon hired a manager for us his name is Malcom, buff guy but scary looking. Malcom called my parents and Simon saying that he wanted me in for some sort of "special" training. Special training was nothing i ever expected , i spent hours working out being called fat , whore , slut etc. i never told anybody because Malcom said i would get punishment ev- "Ah shit" i dropped my pen might as well put my journal away our flight is almost over. Everyone is sleeping , infront of me is Normani and Camila and besides them are Lauren and Ally. I should check what time it is , i take out my phone and read "1:30 am" i should be heading to sleep i have "special" training right after the flight. And with that i turn off my phone and go to sleep........ for what only felt like 2 minutes.
I KNOW SHORT CHAPTER BUT I JUST WANTED SOME OUT. LAURINAH WILL BE COMING SOON
