Yours To Lose

"I close my eyes knowing everything leads to you
loving you now feels like I'm trapped under my own sky
a sky that once took me away from my pain
turned red and bled
till I was covered and you fled

now no one was there to clean me up
somehow it made me feel like I fucked up

when I laid there
hoping the rain would drown out my sorrows and some pieces of you
but it took my hand and led me to you

and I begged and begged for some time to find my own peace
and I was afraid that I might never feel it again
your love was poison, my peace was the antidote
I might never have it because I can't leave your love behind as bones" he held my diary in his hands as a smirk danced on his face, I knew it was to mask his own shame.

Right then and there I realised that he knew he wasn't going to make it out of this with a whole heart. It will break and I'll take a few pieces with me. Haunted by the memories.