🧡Tired

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TW// This whole chapter is just very angsty. So please. If you're in a good mood please dont read it yet-

Previously

"Your parents are doing so much for you so much!!!"

"You have no idea how much they do for you. Dont. No- I wont let you treat them like this any longer." Wooyoung said glaring at his bestfriend

Wooyoung spun around storming out of the beach house not forgetting to pull Mingi along with him, leaving Mr and Mrs Choi alone with San..

3rd per pov

Wooyoung stomped out slamming the door shut causing Mr and Mrs Choi to flinch

The loud noise being produced from the door caused san cover his ears with his lil hands..

"Sa-" Tho before Mrs Choi could finish speaking,she was cut of by San turning around and waking in to the bedroom,shutting the door close and making sure to lock it

"He needs time. Let's go get wooyoung and mingi" Mr Choi said in a dead tone almost immediately

"Dave.."

"Let's just go. We can trust San." He said sternly grabbing his wife's hand and pulling her out the door..

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"WHY DID I DO THAT!!! WH-WHAT IS WR-W-WRONG WITH M-ME!?!?" Wooyoung sobbed into Mingi's Chest

"Woo-"

"SANNIE IS GONNA HATE ME- WHAT IF I TRIGGERED HIS FL-FLASBACKS?!? I H-HURT MO-MOMMY-"

"Baby please calm down!! Listen to me!! It was an accident okay? Its happens!! Accidents happen!!" Min tried to reason

"I di-didn't mean it g-gi!!! It-It just happened-" The younger tried to explain inbetween gasps and chokes; tears streaming down the youngers now red cheeks

"Woowoo.."

"M-Min I- I'm so S-sorry- I- I-" Wooyoung struggled

"I h-hurt the person wh-who s-s-saved us g-gi-"

At that line Mingi froze; when said that way..holy shit this makes everything feel way way way way wayyy more gut-wrenching

Mingi didn't know what to say.. It's not like he could say "No wooyoung you didn't hurt San!!" That'd be a complete lie..

"S-See woo!! You were ju-just trying to help Mrs a-and Mr C-Choi!! A-and!!! Uh- and.. Um.."

F*ck!!! I don't know what to say..

Seeing his bestfriend having a mental breakdown and just imagining the state San must be in made Mingis stomach churn..

"G-Gigi!! sa-say s-something!!! P-please!!" Wooyoung begged hitting Mingi's chest. The fact that Mingi wasnt saying anything was just making the younger feel more horrible

"I..I- I don't know wh-what to say-" Mingi whispers out;tears starting to brim

Mingi being the person who'd always talk san and wooyoung out and be they're support in tough situations- felt very useless and pressured right now..

"I-Im sorry.."

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"Singing she's a.. Lady.." San tried to sing along to the song that his phone was playing, but was just too tired to continue

Wahh.. Pft.. Getting slapped by him hurts like a bitch.. Heh..

San sat upright on the bed and took a deep breath

I don't..really know what to feel anymore.. Nice. Fun.

Getting up, San left his phone on the bed and proceeded to walk towards the mirror hung on his wall..

Looking up into the mirror, A red mark painted over San's cheek was very much noticeable

The fuck? Woo hit me that hard..?

"Heheh just like the old days~ Haven't felt getting slapped in a while!! Nostalgia~" San laughed,smacking his already red cheek a few times

[TW//bringing up of major past abuse. Suicidal thoughts, Self blame for death of people]

Weird.. The slap mark is on the same side that he [San's biological Father] used to smack..

Damn..who knew how similar woo was compared to him..

"Ugh wooyoungie~~ you should've atleast slapped me till i would bleed no?~ A little blood wouldn't do shittt~"

Being slapped by woo..doesn't hurt as much as being tied to a chair and being whipped.. But.. Why does his slap hurt my heart...

"Wait!!! Oh my!! Oh I can't believe I forgot that I've been whipped!!! Damn.. How long was that ago.. 6 years? 7 years ago? Damn!!! I was so young the fuck?" San scoffed right after saying that..

"Well. It's not like I didn't deserve those hits. I mean.. I was~~ the reason~~ that eomma dieddd~~" San sang lightly

"I mean.. She could've atleast told bye before dying" he said with a pout..

"Hmph!! So unfair eomma!!! Even you didn't say bye before dying!!"

"Well.. Its not like I'm gonna live for too long!! I'll see you soon eomma!!" San said while pointing up at the ceiling

"*Sigh* I'm tired!!!! I'm hungry!!! I hate lifeeee!!" San fell to the floor, not really having the power to stand up and shit

I'm so tired of being a dissapointment.. Might as well just never wake up ever again.

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 22, 2022 ⏰

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