This is how he makes me feel.
Like living my reality is no longer real.
Like I'm trapped and drowning in
Heaven's forgotten sea.
Can you help me? Stop!
The Indian drum from pounding
Against my teeth.
Yet I lay between
These sheets, weak.
And every time I look at thee. . .
I fall deeper in love.
I have promise like Noah and his rainbow dove.
Your like the vomit left on my cheek,
The shit when I missed the toilet seat.
I'll kiss you with my cold sore mouth.
I'll poison you if you ever have doubt.
Looking at you makes my stomach turn,
Hard lessons in love, will we ever learn?
And yet I fall deeper in love.
And yet when I fall . . .
Head first against the wall.
Blood gushing from my eyes.
No make up will hide.
What you do to me at night.
But I struggle to even cry.
Because True Love is worth the EVERY Sacrifice.
