This contains: Swear words, and mentions of P@nic Attack!!
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Today I had to play three softball games. It was my first time with my new coach. I was very scared and didn't enjoy the weather. But, you just gotta suck it up. We did not play until 12:00 am and got there at 10:59 am for warm up's. They had me catch for one of my old team mates who left for a small break any came back to help us. Her name is Penny. Penny is really tall and a awesome catcher and pitcher. I sorta look up to her. When putting on the gear the other catcher took the helmet I was using. I got scared for a second, for the gear was not mine but my coach's. Penny was throwing pretty hard for not pitching in about a month. Or I am just being a baby. After finishing catching I went to the outfield to catch some pop up's. I LOVE outfield. It makes me feel safe. Once that was over I grabbed all my stuff and started to the field. The first team we played had two of my old team mates. Mia and Gabby. Mia and Gabby are both chill and really cool. Gabby's dad is sometimes/most of the time a bitch though. He liked to talk bad about the other teammates and start fights with the blue and parents. He started talking bad about me for having the wrong leg down while taking a knee/when a player gets hurt. We won the game 6 to 7. The next game gets a bit more juicy. I started off as the lead batter and I SUCK at hitting. So as you can imagine, It went wrong. I got down on myself for swinging at one above my damn head. Like, DAMNIT KAHLI! So I was pretty pissed at myself, and then now I had to warm up pitching. I was doing pretty well for not pitching in 1 months. They put me in the game and then I went for it. I kept throwing balls and felt like I was gonna have a panic attack right there. After that horrible time,
!! MAY BE A JUICY PART AHEAD !!
I couldn't hold it in anymore. I started to ball my eyes out. I was acting like a baby in front of my team. Not many have seen me cry before. Only two people. Vanessa and Penny. Luckily my teammates got me to cool down. I felt so ashamed of being such a pathetic little cry baby in front of my new coach because of something SO stupid. Apparently, everyone was proud of me. (I think they were trying to make me feel better about myself. It worked sorta.) Finally our final game came and we moved fields. Again, I was first batter and they walked me and I scored. Next time I hit, they hit me in the ankle. And the last two times I hit it and got out at first. On our final ending, they hit a huge pop-up, and since I was so far back I ran up and caught the ball below my knees. (Not at ALL a good position!!) And before I could close my glove it popped out. If I squeezed it faster, I would have caught it and saved a runner from scoring. What a shame. On the way home, my dad told me not to get down on myself and that I did pretty good for not pitching in a month. When we finally got home I ran upstairs to lay down and watch videos, but we had to go swimming with my sister and her boyfriend. I don't mind. I love my sister and her boyfriend. I got my bathing suit on and on the way there I sat on my phone the whole time. When we got there my dad threw me in and it was freezing. I didn't want to go in the spa because people were already in there. So I waited and played with my sister and cousin in the pool until the people left the spa. I went in there and it was so warm. I didn't want to get up and turn on the jets so I sat there until my dad joined me. We had a splash contest and I won. My dad left to go grill steak and cheese dogs. I got out of the pool and sat on my towel playing on my phone. The family nearby kept splashing water on me but I didn't mind it. When they finally got back we ate and went back in the pool. My parents left and my sister, her boyfriend, my cousin, and me where the only people there. We went in the spa and told each other secrets. (Not really secrets now.) We left walked to their house, got in the car, and went to circle K. I got an ultra Sunrise monster and Taki's. She drove us home and talked to us about her problems. (Basically vented to us. I don't mind.) Once we got home I layed in bed, ate my Taki's, drank half of my monster until it made my throat dry, and watched videos. Then someone hacked into our camp camp collab and we don't know who yet and here I am. Writing to you all. This is the end of this page. Thank you.
-KAHLI 1:07 am Monday June 28th 2021
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