I do know you'll come around
I know you will. I believe it so strong in my chest
But you can't be aware about the pain I have found
While waiting for you, my eyes never tells
And you have no sense...
I am crying in my sleep and scratching my eyes every night
Meanwhile, you party like crazy
You run out of excuse, you know that, right ?
I run out of trust, and maybe,
You shouldn't text me drunk
Saying you miss me
You fucked up with my emotions and hell, I let you to
Tonight I will forget your existence on Earth
Probably at 2am I'll send a drunk text to you
Equality, my darling, you fucking bastard, that's your perk
I already regret.
You met me in this time when I let myself to feel
But I wasn't always like this
It was a beautiful time when for me, men didn't exist
Now I have bruises on my knees
How I resist?
I can ask God every night "Why don't you let me be happy?
I like him deeply. make him feel the same
I'm so loyal, I'll be a good wife, he'll be my children's daddy
My heart is calling him, he's in my vein
Give me his last name"
But God can't answer me, hell, you neither
What a fucking bipolar you are
Your mixed signals makes me weirder and weirder
Take me or crush me , already there by far
In my Universe, you're my fucking sun
In yours, I'm not even a star
Two different people, that's you and me, that's us, isn't it ?
As you are lovely turning to casual asshole
I'm so in love with you then hate you next minute
You gave me a page, I wrote and entire fucking book , innit!
