CLOSED DOORS | L.S

CHAPTER 1

A/N :
hi and welcome, this is my first time trying to write. I hope you enjoy it. Ik it's not really that good but fuck it cause I want to do this.
The story will contain mature themes and triggers
T/w will most probably be provided , but the whole book will probably contain mature themes and a lot of Seggs.
Anyways enjoy and I would love some constructive criticism that is if someone (hopefully )reads this.
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HARRY'S POV :
Today is the day, the day I finally get the fuck out of this place. Ever since I arrived I have been planning on doing this and Today is the perfect day to do this.

I lean over to find my watch only to find it's already 3 am. I've been so lost in thought and nerves that I forgot to sleep; in a quick second I step out of the bed and inch myself towards the community bathroom. I try to be as quiet as I can with these curtains, one noise and the whole thing goes to waste. As soon as I'm out of my room, ( which is basically 3 curtains and a wall ) I walk through the quiet hallways. As soon as I enter the bathroom, I encounter myself in the mirror.

I honestly can't look any worse, I look pale, there are purple bags under my eyes, my cheeks hollowed, my body sickly thin , bruises on my arms and legs, my curls have lost all their life, burnt and untreated skin of my left arm. My stomach growling with hunger, my throat aching for water. I drag my fingers through my neck long curls, trying to calm them down. Only to give up because my arms hurt too much from using them. I sprinkle some cold water on my face to bring some life into it,
Life that has been completely taken away from me, I quickly begin to feel Nauseous as memories from the past month come back to me. I blink a couple times to bring myself out of my mind and focus on my plan.
I've decided that by 4 I'll be ready and start to search around for the keys to the back door. The guards are usually asleep right now, but I've been working out in case I have to beat someone up. At exactly 5:15 the food cart comes only once a month, so this is my last opportunity for a long time and I can't wait that long.

I decide to check the time once more only to be faced with my watch, my eyes soften at the sight of it. Gramma Anne gave this to me , it's supposed to be grandpa Cooper's watch, it makes me feel close to him even though we've never met. He died when I was very young. But from what I've heard of him from Gemma and gramma only makes me think he was a great man. I wish he was here, I think he would understand me - the only people that do understand me are Gemma, my sister and gramma Anne.

She has always been more of a mother to me and Gem than my own whore of a mother.

All my mother has ever cared about is money and a title, that's why she married my father - no he doesn't even deserve to be called a father. The fucker is why I've ended up in this hellhole in the first place. And my mother, she probably hasn't even noticed my disappearance - probably too engrossed in one of her custom gowns or jewelry.

I snap out of my thoughts and quickly wipe my cheeks, I didn't realize I started crying.
After finishing up my daily routine I quickly walk out the bathroom without making any noise and decide to check the locks of the back door. As soon as I am out of the bathroom, I hear footsteps, "For fucks sake" I mumble before quickly gliding silently to reach my room, I slip under my blankets and pretend to be asleep. I wait to see if the footsteps pass by but they just keep getting louder and louder until they stop right next to my cell, I hear a few whispers outside but they are too far away for me to catch what they are saying,
Soon there is a loud thud next to me, I can make out what is happening because of the shadows a quite small boy is being thrown inside. I move over to the side of the curtain to take a clear look at what's happening. The boy has piercing blue eyes and chestnut brown hair, that I just want to tangle in fingers. He has love bites littering his neck and shoulders, and a very plum ass. Though the boy is quite short but has a certain largeness to him, he has short stubble growing in his chin. I quickly snap out of my thoughts and turn my attention towards the guard instead of the boy whose name I still don't know,
"what ? "
He snaps at the guard.