My lover boy

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—July 20, 2021–
      I started therapy today. I honestly don't think I need it. My moms worried about me. I cry a lot. I also go through a lot. I have reasons to cry. Ex:

-My dad left

-I watched my best friend die

-Boys only use me for my body

     Wow. Sounds horrible when I write it all down. I mean it's not a lot, but it's, God how do I say it. I'm agobiada, overwhelmed. Right. I'm supposed to talk about how I feel. Well, I guess I already said it. I'm overwhelmed. I'll be completely fine and then I'll see a girl having dinner with her dad, two friends hanging out, or even just a happy couple and I want to completely break down.