》The start《

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⚠️ Warnings ⚠️

First time writing a book- pls don't judge.

!Self harm!
!mature language!
LOTS OF FLUFF.
A BIT SAD.
I'm not sure if there gonna be smut, if there is there will be a warning at the first.

Namjoon pov:

Ugh, what time is it? I slowly got out of my chair and walked over to my phone and the rest of my stuff, I glanced at the screen that read 9:37 pm.

Wow, I've been here all day, I frowned when seeing how many messages and missed phone calls i had.

70 unread messages
50 missed calls

I groan and see who all had left these.

5 missed calls and 5 messages from jungkook.

5 missed calls and 10 messages from taehyung.

5 missed call and 3 messages from Jimin.

10 missed calls and 10 messages from hoseok.

3 missed calls 5 messages from seokjin.

23 missed calls and 38 messages from yoongi.

Nobody's pov:

Namjoon was surprised to see yoongi had called and messaged the most, he looked at the messages.

Jungook:
Hyung?
Are you okay?
You've been gone all day?
Are you mad?
Pls come back.

Namjoon smiled a bit, he missed his boyfriend so much but it hurt, the hate he has been getting, loud voices echoing in his head.

'You are gaining weight like crazy lose weight'

'You are to much, you stress everyone out'

'Why can't you be pretty and attractive like the others'

Namjoon bit inside of his cheek not wanting to cry. He then continued to read the messages.

Taehyung:
Love?
Baby?
Are you okay?
I'm really worried.
Please answer.
Should I head to you?
Baby please answer you are worrying us
Come home please
I love you answer soon💚
Stay safe!

Namjoon smiled widely, his dimples showing. He loved them so much, but did he deserve everything? Did he deserve their love?

'Of course not! You don't deserve it! Why waste your hope! Do you think that they actually love you? That they actually might care? No! They are just saying that cause they need you to stay in the group and keep the the bts name alive. They don't really love you, don't believe such lies' the voice yelled, echoing in his head.

Namjoon tried his best to ignore the voice and continued the reading the messages once more.

Jimin:
Baby!
Answer!
Get your ass home!

Namjoon didn't know what to think, is Jimin really mad?

Hoseok:

Hey, my love
I miss you.
You've been gone all day.
Come home and cuddle.
I want kisses.
Please!
Okay namjoon get home.
Namjoon!
I'm about to come and get your ass!
KIM NAMJOON!

namjoon stood there eyes wide, he was scared and took a deep breath.

Seokjin:

Sweetie?
Time to get home.
Namjoon?
Love, please answer.
KIM NAJOON ANSWER OR GOD SO HELP ME YOULL REGRET IT.

namjoon shivered, he knew, he really did, that once he got home, he was going to be scolded and his ass was going to be whooped.

Daddy💋(yoongi):     (please I cant-🤣)

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