So Much on my mind its become
cluttered ,
Sometimes so cluttered I can't Remember .
Just little thoughts that run through my mind and information trying to merge in from time to time ,
It's like it becomes lost and scattered .
And I'm trying to assemble every piece I can recover ,
Is this habit in fact ?
Or was it just because I was taught like that .
Trained that this is how my life would go ,
Just because you showed me how I was suppose to live it so ,
Should I neglect everyone I was to cross in path .
Or you don't think you taught me like that ?
Should I treat everyone as if ,
They can be compared to what my feet would press against ,
As I stroll through my path ,
Do you think I look back ,
On the track that I've traveled ?
Do you think I would become a consoler ,
No in fact you haven't taught me like that .
I Am Egotistic , I am Me ,
I can only care about one ,
And one will care for me .
But this is where I'm wrong ,
How can all care for I ,
When I don't care at all ?
I can't get what I don't give ,
It's not so fair .
But how do I gain if all is given ?
A gamble at life I just have to play ,
Maybe luck will show up and all would change ?
