Locked in the closet, hours turn to years
Letting him out, is my worse fear
He hardly speaks,
When he does it's in my head
He won't eat,
It's hard when you're dead
Strangled by the belt he use to beat me with
Never really understood what I did
All I ever wanted was to be loved
All you ever cared about was drugs
((Breakdown))
I needed a family, you gave me pain
You always told me I was to blame
Zipped my lips, swallowed the key
You're in the closet next to me
I see the flies crawling out the door
Maggots and ants cover the floor
"You're not getting out; no matter how much you beg"
I still hear his screams;
They're all in my head
