the worst feeling is to realize that you're unimportant and worthless to someone you really care about.
You thought he deserves your time and your kindness, feeling pathetic crying over him and the worst you're not the only one in his life, you're just a number, something and just someone to talk to when he has nothing to do.
being not enough for someone you really thought he can change for you.
Giving everything without asking nothing in return, and without asking yourself, He deserves this everything? he deserves you?
and of course you don't wanna know the answer because, in your deep you know the truth, so you ignore it, and you're waiting for him to feel you, to see you as the only one, to love you... because you have hope but sorry to tell you, that wait and that hope will destroy you and you will fall apart, and the worst you don't know if you can start all over again or to move on this time, because you can't take it anymore and you will be done.
