Halt.

Silence.
The realisation of what comes next sets in.

I look around.
Blood.
Blade.
Hands.

Silence.
No matter how much time passes its still silent.

Theres no pain.
My wrists are numb.
The water is slowly becoming colder.
The once clear water now red.

Silence.

My brain starts to race with questions.
What will they think?
How will my friends find out?
What happens next?

Silence.
Sort of.

A slight ringing.
Gets louder and painful.
The blood pours.
The wrists hurt.

The door.

I locked the door.
I hear the door try to be opened
No one can get in
I hear my name yelled. "Flame?"

The door.

The noise fades.
The door handle shakes than stops
Then it shakes again.
Loud, soft, silent.

Silence.

There it is again.
I want to look around
Only its black?
I fade in and out.

Darkness

I see slight flashes of my surroundings
Like pictures
Taken every few seconds
Snapshots of time.

Flash.

The flashes set in.
The water blood red worse than before.
My wrists full red.
The blade, next to me,
more red?
My parents. Above me.

Silence

I miss the silence.
No one knew.
Now the sirens get louder and louder.
Fading in and out.

Pain.

The pains unbearable.
Im lifted out of the tub.
Blood drips down fast.
Black.

Sense.
I loose my vision.
The fading stopped, pure darkness.
The world around me gets quiet.
The ambulance door shutting.

My last thought
What happens next? Did I fuck up?