August 24th
I saw you by accident, well more like you saw me. I saw your eyes light up and you gave me a big hug, I missed your hugs.
I closed my eyes and smiled while hugging you back, swaying side to side, I missed you.
You were wearing a yellow spongebob shirt, you look good in yellow.
You smelled nice, sweet, definitley not a bad smell.
Somebody was talking to me and you told them in a playful way to not talk to me, while having your arm around my shoulder, I told you to shut up as I pushed you away laughing.
For a moment it felt like old times, where we would joke around with each other.
I didn't realize but I missed being friends with you. I always thought about what would've happened if we stayed friends, I would know for sure that I would still have you by my side.
But do I really know that? I'm going to think about that some other time.
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Nothing else happened as lunch came around, man the day was going by so slow. As I sat down with my friends I saw you, god I sound like a weirdo. I hope that you don't think that I'm a stalker because I swear I'm not. I don't know how I keep finding you amongst crowded places, maybe I'm always subconsciously looking for you.
I sound pathetic, I know.
For a second I stared and then I tore my eyes away. It seemed like you saw me too because I would catch you looking.
I would guess that you missed me, well more like hoped.
Hope.
Hope I'm not the only one missing what we used to be, how we used to be.
But when I saw you talking to him, hugging him, kissing him, I knew you were happy.
You could see it on your face, for once you were happy.
And that's good, you deserve some happiness in your life.
I'm glad he was able to do what I couldn't.
