Dark red ♡ | eret

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This is based on the song dark red by steve lacy also my beloved friend nexlive ♡
Lyrics
Normal speaking

Eret pov:
Something bad 'bout to happen to me
I don't know it, but I feel it coming

Lately my relationship with my girlfriend of two years y/n has been kinda off. She's not the same. She's not the happy bubbly person she was at the start of the relationship now she's more cold with me and isn't as happy as before

Might be so sad, might leave my nose running
I just hope she don't wanna leave me

I'm so scared that maybe she'll want to broke up with me. If she would leave me I don't know what I would do. I love her with every bone in my body without her I would be nothing. I'm so afraid she's gonna leave me for someone better then me who has more time for her. I just got caught up with streaming and recording and I didn't had that much time for her and I feel horrible because of that.

Don't you give me up, please don't give up
Honey, I belong with you, and only you, baby

I finally got the guts to talk with her about this even tho I'm really nervous. As I walk into the living room y/n was on the couch watching some Netflix show. I sat on the couch next to her and asked "hey uhm babe c-can we talk about something?" She turned around looking at me "sure love what's up?" she said taking my hand in hers

Only you, my girl, only you, babe

"You know uhm our relationship hasn't been the best lately and I don't know why. So I wanted to ask you is there anything wrong? Did I do anything wrong? If I did I'm sorry a-and I'll try to be better-" I continue rambling as I start tearing up "hey, hey look at me" she said softly cupping my face and making look at her "there isn't anything wrong ok? I just had a rough week but I'm fine I love you with all my heart" she said in a soft tone

"I love you a lot" she said "only you, my darling, only you, babe" she said connection our lips "oh ok now I feel kinda stupid" I said after we broke the kiss. She had a rough week and I wasn't there for her "is ok honey. Cmon let's go to sleep is getting late." She said getting up I only nodded and followed her in our shared bedroom.

Only you, my girl, only you babe
Only you, darling, only you babe
Only you, darling, only you

After some time my relationship with y/n was the same as before. Cold and we barely spent any time with each other. She's been ignoring me lately and she's always on her phone. And now she's spending a lot of time with her friend and she's mostly sleeping over at her friends house.

Something bad is 'bout to happen to me
Why I feel this way, I don't know, baby
I think of her so much, it drives me crazy

I've been think of her so much the overthinking is gonna drive me crazy.There is something inside me telling that she might be cheating on me. But that's absurd she would never do that. I trust her she would never to something horrible like that.

I just don't want her to leave me

I love her to much to accept the fact that she might not be interested in me anymore. I just want everything to be the same as before. I miss spending time with her so much.

Don't you give me up, please don't give up
Honey I belong with you and only you, baby

Today I was doing dinner for her and me. I've finally convinced her to spend some time with me. After we ate dinner she went to the bathroom. She left her phone on the table. Then she got a message when I looked to see who it is, it was a contact named "my darling <3" I heart dropped when I saw that. My first thought was to look through her messages with this person. I knew it was wrong but I had to know who is it

As I open her phone and look through the messages she had my this person I started tearing up as I saw a message saying 'only you, my girl,only you babe. Only you, darling, only you <3'

Y/n was cheating on me.

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OK THATS ALL THX AGAIN NEX FOR THE THE IDEA HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT <3
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