Another widow

Hard days

-It's 12 am now-
*You are 1 year old now*
*You're crying the whole day now*
*Nat picks you up and takes your pacifier*
Nat: it's okay!
*She puts your pacifier in your mouth and rocks you*
Nat: Ничего страшного! я здесь!
(It means "it's okay! I'm here!")
Nat: sshh. It's okay!
*She lays you down in your crib*
Nat: it's okay! Everything's fine!
*She strokes your head until you fall asleep*
Nat: love you!

-6 months later at 16 pm-
*Yelena is training*
*She gets a wound on her hand*
*She walks inside the room where you, Natasha and she sleeps*
*You see the wound on her hand*
Y/n: oh!
*Yelena picks you up*
Yelena: what's wrong?
Y/n: oh! Ah!
*You point at her hand*
Yelena: it's normall! That's okay!
*Yelena knows that you're worried about her*
*You make stressed noises that a baby makes*
Yelena: hey! It's okay! I'm okay! You're okay! And Natasha is okay!
*Natasha Storms inside the room*
Nat: I am not okay!
Yelena: forget the last line I said! She is not okay!
*You look at Natasha*
Yelena: what happened?
*Nat sits on her bed*
Nat: leave it! Just leave it!
Yelena: okay! Take it easy!

-At 3 am-
*You wake up from a nightmare*
Y/n: m-mama...m-mom...
*Natasha wakes up and walks to your crib*
*She picks you up*
Nat: it's okay! Mama's here! I'm with you!
Y/n: yea...
Nat: I love you!
Y/n: I wuw ye...
*Nat kisses your head and lays you back in your crib*

-The next morning at 8 am-
*You are awake but don't want to get up*
Nat: hi! Come here!
Y/n: noh...
Nat: why not? It's time.
Y/n: noh...
Nat: yes.
*She picks you up*
Y/n: noh...
*You start to cry a little*
Nat: hey! It's okay!
*She takes your pacifier*
*She puts it in your mouth*
*Nat takes one of your blankets and wraps it around you*
Nat: is this better?
*You stop crying*
Nat: are you hungry?
*She walks to the eating room and sits on a chair next to Yelena*
Yelena: good morning!
Nat: hey!
*You're looking at Yelena*
Yelena: hi Y/n! Hi!
*You giggle*
*All the girls are talking while Dreykov walks inside the room*
Dreykov: silence!
*Everyone stops talking and looks at him*
Dreykov: thank you! The strongest of you girls are going on a mission!
*Everyone looks at each other*
Dreykov: the girls I'm gonna name are going!
*He says some names*
Drekov: Natasha Romanoff and Yelena Belova! Make yourselves ready! You will go at 11 am!
*He walks away*
Nat: and what do we do with Y/n? She was never alone before. I don't trust anyone else with her.
Yelena: maybe we should ask if she can come to.
Nat: are you gonna ask it?
Yelena: I'll ask it when I'm done eating.

-At 10 am-
*All the girls that are going on the mission are making theirselves ready*
*Yelena Goes to Dreykov's office to ask if you can go with them*

-20 minutes later-
*Yelena walks inside the bedroom*
Yelena: she can come with us!
Nat: yes! That makes it easier for her.
Yelena: where is she?
Nat: she's playing in her crib.
*You're playing with a teddybear that you got from your real mom when you were born*
Yelena: where did you do her training suit?
Nat: in the wardrobe.
*Yelena takes your suit*
*Yelena picks you up*
Yelena: hey! Look what I have!
*She shows you your suit*
Y/n: oh!
*You point at your suit*
Yelena: let's put it on!
*She puts on your suit on you*
*You didn't like your suit at the beginning*
*You would always cry because you hated your suit*
Nat: good job! And without crying!
*She kisses your head*
*You giggle*
*Natasha picks you up and kisses your head*
Nat: let's go!