Rockstar imagines

nothing last forever - izzy stradlin

sorry if this is bad this is my first story 🐕

tw mentions of drinking and drugs

me and izzy have been together for a while now and ever since guns n roses has been getting popular he would start partying and drinking more

i always waited for izzy all the time when he would go drinking with the boys or when he would go out partying he would always tell me he would be back by 9 pm but he always came back at 3 in the morning sometimes he wouldn't even come home and I would be worried about something bad happening to him

i was tired of it
tired of waiting
tired of sleeping alone
tired of his drinking problems
tired of everything

even if I tried to talk to him about this he just wouldn't listen to me plus it's like we're not even in a relationship anymore i can't even remember the last time we actually kissed

i knew i had to talk to him about this
i knew our relationship was coming to an end
and i knew i just had to end whatever our relationship was

i started packing up all my stuff from our house that we bought together but now it will just be his house

TIME SKIPS

after I finished packing all my stuff I started to wait for izzy to come back from the studio i was just thinking about how it uses to be just me and him before all the drugs , drinking and the fame

how he promised me that we would always be together even when we had our arguments we would always be together

tears fell from just thinking about all the times we had together and that's when izzy walked in

he had seen all the boxes of my stuff his face looked so confused when he saw the boxes

"why are there a whole bunch of boxes around the house" he asked

"izzy we have to talk" as much as I was nervous I knew it was the right thing to do

"whats wrong y/n"

"I think we need a break" more tears came down my face after seeing the face izzy had made

"why do we need a break y/n did I do something wrong please I'll do anything just don't leave me"

"it's just you're so distant your never home it's like we're not even in an relationship i always wait for you but you never come back home your always out partying and drinking and i'm tired of it"

"no please y/n you can't do this I'll do anything just don't leave me i'll start spending more time with you or I'll go to rehab but just don't break up with me please"

tears started felling off his face as he said that
I knew he was hurt because of this I wish that I didn't do this but I had to do it

"i'm so sorry I love you so much but I can't do this anymore" after I said that I walked up to him and gave him our last hug

that was the end of our story.