November 27th
2:03 am
Later on that day,
I learned that you fought with Jay after hearing that he cheated on me,
or rather,
when he's been cheating with me.
Under the moon,
we were together,
not uttering a single word,
but was still able to console one another.
you lost your friend you tried hard to hold on to.
and I lost my heart which I tried hard not to give so easily.
I hate to think that I was the fling,
and that I was the one Jay didn't choose.
Even until the end of our non-existent relationship,
he chose the other girl,
unlike what he promised me.
It made me question why he did that? And if I was ever worthy of one pure love.
Your starlit eyes that hold the universe.
It looked upon me with pitiful eyes,
just like our first meeting in the café,
when I was broken by the same man.
Jay broke a million promises but I always found myself believing,
yet the pain I felt is too much now.
I am not holding onto promises anymore.
"Mirae..."
You called.
"...Hmm?" I silently hummed as I continued to stare into those hypnotising starlit eyes.
They were tempting me to come closer,
they were telling me to just look upon them.
"C-Can I..." You let out with a shaky breath.
Heeseung, why do you seem so.... nervous?
"...Can I be honest with you?"
"I like you."
"No, I... I think I love you."
"....and I love you too much to let you go again."
And just then, with those begging eyes, you asked the same question.
"So, can you stay by my side forever?"
Heeseung, I have autophobia.
Can it be a good excuse to say yes,
and not confess my conflicted feelings to you this quick?
Your fast waves crashed through me again.
I-...
I'm still confused.
I...
I don't think I can love someone easily anymore.
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