Why

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Why, and how?

How is something so simple so complicated, and most importantly, why?

So many telenovelas, and Hollywood movies that never talk about the reality of things, especially relationships, and most commonly - situationships

How come we become so close and everything is so effortless and fun, we make each other feel alive, and then just nothing? But most importantly, why?

We become this familiar feeling to each other, as we get used to each others voice and touch, and then it just disappears one day, out of nowhere

We share so many beautiful, unforgettable memories that are straight from those movies we watched as kids and dreamed about

We feel every emotion that these experiences provide

One second, it's all and then its nothing

We find each other in our rooms, our heads in our own worlds, trying to make sense of this thing named feelings, and this other thing named logic

What is logical anymore when feelings are involved?

We are on the same page, but on a different book

How did we get to this point, and why?

How is one supposed to tell the other how they feel when they don't know it themselves?

How and when did humans learn how to manage relationships, and feelings that come with it?

So complicated, yet one simple feeling that keeps us going

Love

At one point, this love becomes toxic

This love that was flourishing once, and was this beautiful simple feeling has now become a toxic one

We use it as an excuse to act the way we do, but it just ends up hurting the opposite side

How come we think one thing but say another?

How are they making us scared to say what we truly feel, but most importantly, why?

We are in our head about so many things, so many things we think and feel but can't express

Are we scared of rejection and being forgotten and lost again?

We truly feel like we have found one person that completely understands us, until they become a stranger again

Cold, hot, cold, hot

Wanna play a game?

Its called cold or hot, pick your poison

Of course you'd choose hot, because nobody chooses cold, right?

Hot - where everything is burning up inside of you with flames they've created

But then comes the cold - the distance that pulled you both apart, once again

How long can we keep playing that game?

But most importantly

Why? 

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how did you guys like this short little story I like to call poetic ranting? this is my first ever story, so feedback is very appreciated :) I'll try to post these once a week and see how it goes !!