IT'S MY LIFE

A STORY OF A GIRL CAME FROM MIDDLE CLASS FAMILY ,WHO DON'T KNOW HOW TO WEAR , SPEAK AND ESPECIALLY DON'T HAVE FRIENDS ON HER SIDE. THE WAY SHE TALKS, WEAR CLOTHES AND HAVE DARK SPOTTED FACE PEOPLE CALL HIM TOMBOY(LAUNDA)AND NO ONE WANTS TO BE HER FRIEND. BEING BORN IN INDIAN SOCIETY IT MAKE HER SUFFER MORE THEN SHE IMAGINE, MANY TIME SHE WANTS TO END HER LIFE, BEGGED FOR FRIENDSHIP WHERE SHE HERSELF MAKE HER EMBARRASSED.

SHE WAS JUST LIKE ORDINARY CHILD BUT PEOPLE MAKE HER FEEL LIKE DIFFERENT OR WE CAN SAY AS ALIEN CHILD,THEY BACKTALK ABOUT HER,PRANK HER, CORNERD HER ,CALL HER NERD AND NEVER ACCEPT HER. AND WHEN SHE WANT SOMEONE TO LISTEN ABOUT HOW SHE FEEL,SHE HERSELF CAN'T SHARE TO ANYONE,SHE WAS ALWAYS ALONE FROM STARTING NURSERY TO NINTH STANDARD. PEOPLE NEVER ACCEPT HER AS HER CLASSMATE NOT EVEN HER TEACHER THEY USED TO SEND COMPLAINT OF HER BECAUSE SHE DON'T TOOK PART ON ANY EVENT,THEY DON'T ASK HER WHY SHE DON'T WANT TO IF THEY ASK HER THIS QUESTIONS I THINK SHE CAN GET A FELLING OF TRUST.

PEOPLE SAY PARENTS AND FAMILY ALWAYS SUPPORT U MAKE U FEEL LIKE U CAN DO IT BUT IN HER CASE IT WAS ALWAYS OPPOSITE ,THEY NEVER SUPPORT HER ,NEVER EVEN NOW IN HER BEING COLLEGE STUDENT,SHE ALWAYS HAVE TO ASK ABOUT CLOTHES,FOOD AND ABOUT HER DREAMS AND HOBBIES,BUT WHEN SHE GROW UP AND TELL ABOUT HER DREAMS AND HOBBIES . SHE GOT REJECTED BY HER OWN FAMILY AND TEACHERS, AT THE AGE WHERE CHILDREN THINK OF WHAT SHE WANT TO BECAME ,WHAT HER HOBBIES AND WHAT SHE WILL DO IN FUTURE ALL GONE TO VAIN WHEN SHE SHARE THEM TO HER PARENTS. SHE TOLD THEM SHE WANT TO BE DOCTOR AND IT WAS FIRST TIME SHE TOLD THEM ABOUT HERSELF BUT IN AN SECOND THEY BROKE HER AND TOLD HER THAT IS WEAK,SHE CAN'T DO. SHE WAS OK WITH THAT AND THINK THAT ANYTHING THAT ELDER'S SAYS ARE ALWAYS GOOD AND PRECIOUS BUT SHE DIDN'T KNEW HOW CRUCIAL THE WORLD IS , SHE JUST BLINDFOLDED HER DREAM AND CARRYONE THE LIFE SHE WAS LIVING.

THE GIRL WHO DIDN'T GET TRUST FROM HIS OWN FAMILY AND RELATIVES GET INSULTED OVER MANY THINGS,WHEN SHE WAS IN HER PERFECT FIGURE BUT WEAR NON-GIRLY CLOTHES BACKTALK HER ABOUT HER BLACK SPOTED FACE AND FOR BEING THIN THEY SCOLD HER , BUT JUST AFTER A YEAR WHEN STARTED EATING AND CARE HERSELF AND STARTING GETTING HEALTHY AND GOT A BELLY , PEOPLE STARTED CALLING HER PIG, FATTY AND BACKTALK HER ABOUT BEING PREGNANT HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH MORE THAN TWO GUYS. SHE FELT THE FELLING OF BETRAYED AND CRY FOR A WHOLE DAY, SHE JUST WANT TO END HER LIFE AND DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANY MORE ,AS SHE GOT HOME SHE SEARCHED FOR SOMEONE TO TALK ABOUT THIS BUT SHE FAILED TO SEARCH SOMEONE WHOM SHE CAN BLINDLY TRUST, SHE WAS SURROUNDED BY MANY PEOPLE BUT COULDN'T TRUST ANY OF THEM BECAUSE THEY SCOLD HER AND NEVER LISTEN TO HER WORDS.

NOW SHE JUST PASSED EIGHT AND THINK ABOUT HER NEW CLASS ,IT WAS HER LAST DAY OF CLASS AND OFCOURSE THIS SCHOOL WHERE SHE DIDN'T GET ANY MEMORIES OF LOVE AND CARE NITHER FROM CLASSMATES NOR FROM TEACHERS. SHE WAS TO HAPPY FOR HER LAST DAY AND MEETING CLASSMATES ,SHE DIDN'T KNOW HOW THE PEOPLE WILL REACT ON LEAVING AND WHEN SHE STEP IN THE CLASS AND SIT BESIDE HER CLASSMATES THAT DAY THE TEACHER TOLD THEM TO SIT TOGETHER BUT THAT DAY ALSO GIRLS DIDN'T ACCEPT HER AND TOLD HER TO SIT IN LAST SEAT AND WHISPER IN HER EAR THAT SHE SMELLS LIKE A DOG AND KICK HER OUT FROM THEIR SEAT. IT WAS REALLY HARSH FOR HER AND THAT WHOLE DAY SHE JUST CRY AND FEEL ASHAMED FOR COMMING TO SCHOOL, BUT IN OTHER SIDE SHE WAS HAPPY TO ENTER HER NEW SCHOOL.

SHE WAS TO HAPPY FOR HER NEW DAY, NEW UNIFORM AND NEW STARTING BUT THE DAY JUST STARTED AS MISTAKE,THE MISTAKE OF WEARING DIFFERENT UNIFORM BUT SHE WAS HAPPY FOR THE SUPPORTIVE TEACHER AND CLASSMATE BUT AFTER SOMEDAY SHE STARTED FACING THE SAME PROBLEM.

THAT DAY WAS MUCH SCARY THAN HER PREVIOUS DAYS, IT WAS SUMMER AND SHE Was WEARING WHITE UNIFORM AND WHAT SHE FEARED OF THAT HAPPENED AND THE FEAR WAS OF HAVING PERIODS BUT WHEN SHE THINK SHE SHOULD ASK HELP FROM GIRLS MONITER BUT THE GIRL SAID SHAMEFUL WORDS AND DIDN'T ALLOW HER TO MOVE AND TOLD WHOLECLASS ABOUT IT, BUT SHE DIDN'T FEEL ANYTHING SHAME OF AND MOVE OUT TO CLASS AND WHEN A SENIOR SAW HER CONDITION HE CAME NEAR AND HELP HER IN COMPLAINING ABOUT MONITER AND WHOLE CLASS.

NOW SHE KNOW THAT THERE ARE MANY TYPES OF PEOPLE WITH DIFFERENT NATURE "MANY DON'T SHOW EMOTION TO YOU BUT CARE FOR YOU AND WANT U TO BE SAFE AND FINE" AND YOU JUST NEED TO FIND THEM.

NOW SHE GOT HER A FIRST BESTFRIEND IN HER TENTH ,WHO CARE FOR HER ,FIGHT FOR HER ,LOVE HER AND NOW SHE WAS PILLAR OF EMOTION FOR HER, SHE WAS TO HAPPY TO MEET HER.NOW SHE GOT SOMEONE TO WHOM SHE CAN SHARE EVERYTHING AND SHE CAN CRY ,NOW SHE WAS A VERY DIFFERENT PERSON, SHE KNOWS HOW TO TALK BACK,FIGHT AND SHE ONLY CAN DO THIS BECAUSE OF HER BESTFRIEND,HER BESTFRIEND TOLD HER NOT WORRY ABOUT OTHERS "JUST YOU AND I".AFTER HAVING BESTFRIEND LIKE HER SHE STARTED BUILD UP HER CONFIDENCE AND FIGHTBACK POWER ,SHE WAS EVERYTHING FOR HER BUT NOW SHE HAVE TO LEAVE THIS SCHOOL AND GO BACK TO THAT SCHOOL SHE CAME FROM BUT NOW SHE KNOW ABOUT HER POWER AND SHE AS FINE WITH HER CLASSMATES AND ENJOY EVERY SINGLE DAY WITH THEM. SHE FIND MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRLS WHO WANTS TO BE WITH HER AND HELPFUL BOYS , HER WHOLE CLASS HAVE UNITY AND THEY REALLY SUPPORT HER AND HER FRIEND ZONE HELP HER BUILD DIFFERENT HOBBIES LIKE DANCING,SINGING AND HAVING CONFIDENT IN WHAT YOU DO.

NOW HER LIFE STARTED ALONE BECAUSE THERE WAS NO ONE , SHE IS IN 1ST YEAR ,AWAY FROM HER FRIEND ZONE AND HER BESTFRIEND, WHO HELP HER TO GET ANY SOLUTION OF HER PROBLEM,NOW SHE HAS TO START HER LIFE WITH HERSELF. SHE WAS TO CONFIDENT THAT SHE ARRIVES IN HER FATHER DREAM COLLEGE , BUT NOW HER DREAM WAS TO JOIN DANCE SOCIETY BUT PARENTS WANTS HER TO JOIN NCC, SHE WAS TO CONFUCED BUT ENDED UP TAKING DANCE SOCIETY. EVERY THING WAS GOING WELL SHE MADE MANY FRIENDS FROM THIS SOCIETY AND A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH SENIORS ,SHE WAS VERY HAPPY AND THINKS NOW SHE CAN WEAR THE CLOTHES SHE WANTS BUT WHEN SHE ASK ABOUT IT TO HER MOTHER SHE SAID YES AND TELL HER U SHOULD START WEARING IT BUT ALWAYS WEAR COMFORTABLY.
EVERY THING GET SETTLED AND SHE SAID YES TO ALL BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY HER UNCLE TOLD HER MOTHER TO STOP HER FROM DANCING AND TOLD HER PARENTS THAT "THE GIRLS WHO GET RAPED" JUST BECAUSE OF THESE TYPE OF ACTIVITIES AND WHEN SHE TRY THEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT IS NOT THE SAME THINGS AND ASK MOTHER TO SUPPORT ME BUT THEY TOLD HER SHE CAN'T CONTINUE DANCE BECAUSE HIS UNCLE DIDN'T LIKE THE DRESS AND THEY MAKE PROMISE NOT TO DANCE SOCIETY. SHE GOT MESSED UP IN THE PROBLEM BUT SHE STAND UP FIGHT FOR IT.

AFTER THESE ALL INCIDENT FROM STEPPING IN TO SCHOOL TO GRADUATE SHE ALWAYS GET INTO TROUBLE AND HAVE TO SOLVE BY HER OWN,SHE GOT MANY FRIENDS IN COLLEGE WHO SUPPORT HER AND HELP HER BUT NOW SHE IS NOT A ORDINARY CHILD NOW SHE IS SPECIAL ONE AN IPS OFFICER ,WHO CAN STAND UP FOR HERSELF AND OTHER VICTIMS WHO GOT ASSAULT BY DOMINANT OF MEN SOCIETY,FORCE BY HER OWN FAMILY. AND TOLD OTHER TO NEVER BE THE CHOICE FOR ANYONE AND WANTS EVERY GIRL TO BE FINANCIAL DEPENDENT ONLY ON HERSELF, SHE WORKS FOR A GIRL CHILD WHO WANTS TO DO SOMETHING IN THEIR LIFE AND AND ALWAYS WANTS TO BE THE LEADER OF HER LIFE.
AND SHE SAID:-
YOU ARE THE LEADER OF YOUR OWN LIFE
YOUR CONFIDENT IS YOUR SUPERPOWER
YOUR AIM ARE THE BULLET FOR OTHERS.
YOU ARE,YOU WILL AND YOU CAN.