Chapter 43

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May 3rd

12:40 am

Our home,

once bright and dreamy,

Is now silent and grim.

Again and again,

you're tired,

but by now, we both are.

Everything felt so empty,

yet it's suffocating me.

Was it the deafening silence between us?

or the ocean of questions lingering in my overthinking mind?

Perhaps, it's a mix of those.

to see your figure drag itself towards the bathroom exhausted,

is a sight that pains me.

How can I ease your suffering?

—Is a question I've asked myself for a million times,

Yet I found no answer.

I'm frustrated, angry at myself.

I grew up alone,

I'm used to being lonely,

and now, I'm regretting that I've made myself believe that I could live my whole lifetime without anyone else in my story.

You changed my life,

and I also did change yours.

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