✔︎ I LOVE YOU SO • heeseung

Chapter 48

June 24th

2:24 pm

We walked along the shore.

And with wet sand stuck on our feet,

our eyes were met with the beautiful view of the horizon.

The mix of dark blue, orange, and red made by the sky were partially covered by the grey skies as the sun sets.

The half of it covered by the border of the sea,

and its orange light reflected on the blue waves.

"I missed this." You told in sincerity.

Well, me too.

I missed you, heeseung.

"Thank you for this day Hee,"

"I love you."

You only smiled,

and your smile meant something else...

I sensed sadness in the midst of contentment.

You ran a hand through my hair.

And as I expected those three words to be uttered back,

I was met with a reality far from expectation.

"I'll do everything to make you happy."

Only then, did I realise,

that you fell out of love.

Because in the first place,

your intention was not to love me.

You were just trying to make me happy,

you...

You were just trying to put me back in my feet,

you were just trying to fix me.

You accepted me in your heart,

because you felt attached.

And deep inside, you know that you just pitied me and my dying heart.

Deep inside, you want to escape from this,

you want to leave me.

But at the same time,

you still care about me,

and you don't want to hurt me.

I'm right about that, hmm?

Heeseung, with all these sacrifices you're doing for me,

Have you ever asked yourself?

What about you?

What about your happiness?

And what about your heart?

I don't want you to fix me if that means you'll get broken.

Lee Heeseung,

baby...

I think this day is enough to make our last memory together.

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